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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

The pimps of the medical world, he said, tapping on the orange pill bottle on the book’s cover.

I turned to meet his eye.

Well, then. I cringe to think of what that makes me.

Adam let his hands drop to his sides then. He closed his eyes for a beat and then looked at me, head tilted.

You wouldn’t happen to be a—

Forgiving person?

I was going to say surgeon. See, he said, pointing to his mouth, I’ve got this foot I need removed.

He asked what time my flight was and if I had time for him to buy me a cup of coffee. I said no, but later saw him standing at my gate. We were boarding the same flight, both of us headed home to New York City. Adam was returning from a college reunion, and I had just given a presentation at a conference.

Adam made easy conversation. He was smart and witty. He made me laugh and seemed genuinely embarrassed about the bookstore comment. He was impressed with my job but didn’t feel the need to tell me he could’ve gotten into medical school if he’d wanted to or talk up the rigors of his profession. He seemed comfortable.

We boarded the plane, and Adam took his seat five rows behind me. I could feel his eyes on the back of my head. Just before the doors closed, Adam walked up the aisle and asked the man seated next to me if he would mind switching seats.

We’re old classmates and haven’t seen each other in years, he said to the man, who shrugged and accepted Adam’s aisle seat. Adam and I sat shoulder to shoulder, thousands of feet above the ground, chatting about our favorite places in New York City, the sorry state of health care, and the likelihood of finding life on other planets in the next few decades.

Aryana, he said as we walked through the passageways of LaGuardia Airport, got any other trips coming up?

Before Adam, I’d dated only a handful of guys. School and residency didn’t leave much time or energy. I rarely made it past three dates with anyone. Usually about halfway through the second date, I would find myself making a mental list of everything I would be happier doing instead of forcing small talk over fajitas.

Adam caught me by surprise. He suggested we go bowling on our second date even though he’s a terrible bowler. Two dates turned into four, then eight. He didn’t need to know everything about me all at once. I told Adam that Mom had adopted me when I was very young. I told him about her work at the State Department and all the many places I’d been with her. He liked hearing about her job, and I liked that he found her impressive.