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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

My pager buzzes on my hip before he can answer. My patient, the kindergarten teacher, has been moved to the recovery unit.

She is still asleep and hooked up to monitors, but within the next half hour the sedation will wear off and I can tell her the good news, that her operation went well and her wound will heal without much scarring.

When she has had time to recover, I will tell her the bad news.

The mass I removed from her gallbladder is on its way to the pathology lab, where it will be sliced thin, stained, and examined under a microscope. In a few days, I’ll get a report from a pathologist confirming my suspicion that the tumor has already sent tentacles into an otherwise healthy liver.

“How are you feeling?” I ask her later in the day, when I stop by the recovery room. She is pale and bleary-eyed from the anesthesia.

“Tired,” she says, though she manages a smile. “Like I just ran a marathon.”

Her mother is at her side now. She flew in from Chicago and looks duly grateful that her daughter can find lightness in the moment. I leave them to the inimitable comfort they bring each other. They’ll need me more later.

I leave the hospital and take the train to Manhattan to meet Mom for dinner. She is in town for a luncheon. I can’t recall which of her many causes this one is for, or which of her many connected friends invited her. I check my watch and hop on a train to Midtown to meet her at her favorite Indian restaurant. Mom is craving spice tonight.

“Hey, sugar!” Mom says, the door chime ringing in my wake as I enter the restaurant. We hug, and she gives my hand a squeeze, like I’m still a little girl.

“Have you been here long?” I ask.

“Just got in, but I ordered us some pakora to start. Figured you’d be hungry.”

“You figured right. I’m famished.”

Mom dotes on me with the same precision and focus she always brought to her work.

“How’s Dayo? I haven’t heard you talk about her in a while,” Mom says. She’s always relieved to know I’m spending time with my best friend. She’s waited a long time to see me with people in my life. And apart from Mom, Dayo is the only person who knows anything about my past.

“She’s good, thanks. Busy as ever. How was the luncheon?” I ask once we place our orders. When the pakoras arrive, we waste no time digging into them.

“Mmm,” she says, dabbing a napkin to her lips to catch the tamarind sauce. “Remarkable. The vaccination program has been very successful in parts of rural Pakistan.”