Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
My pager buzzes on my hip before he can answer. My patient, the kindergarten teacher, has been moved to the recovery unit.
She is still asleep and hooked up to monitors, but within the next half hour the sedation will wear off and I can tell her the good news, that her operation went well and her wound will heal without much scarring.
When she has had time to recover, I will tell her the bad news.
The mass I removed from her gallbladder is on its way to the pathology lab, where it will be sliced thin, stained, and examined under a microscope. In a few days, I’ll get a report from a pathologist confirming my suspicion that the tumor has already sent tentacles into an otherwise healthy liver.
“How are you feeling?” I ask her later in the day, when I stop by the recovery room. She is pale and bleary-eyed from the anesthesia.
“Tired,” she says, though she manages a smile. “Like I just ran a marathon.”
Her mother is at her side now. She flew in from Chicago and looks duly grateful that her daughter can find lightness in the moment. I leave them to the inimitable comfort they bring each other. They’ll need me more later.
I leave the hospital and take the train to Manhattan to meet Mom for dinner. She is in town for a luncheon. I can’t recall which of her many causes this one is for, or which of her many connected friends invited her. I check my watch and hop on a train to Midtown to meet her at her favorite Indian restaurant. Mom is craving spice tonight.
“Hey, sugar!” Mom says, the door chime ringing in my wake as I enter the restaurant. We hug, and she gives my hand a squeeze, like I’m still a little girl.
“Have you been here long?” I ask.
“Just got in, but I ordered us some pakora to start. Figured you’d be hungry.”
“You figured right. I’m famished.”
Mom dotes on me with the same precision and focus she always brought to her work.
“How’s Dayo? I haven’t heard you talk about her in a while,” Mom says. She’s always relieved to know I’m spending time with my best friend. She’s waited a long time to see me with people in my life. And apart from Mom, Dayo is the only person who knows anything about my past.
“She’s good, thanks. Busy as ever. How was the luncheon?” I ask once we place our orders. When the pakoras arrive, we waste no time digging into them.
“Mmm,” she says, dabbing a napkin to her lips to catch the tamarind sauce. “Remarkable. The vaccination program has been very successful in parts of rural Pakistan.”