Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part II
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Nadia Hashimi
- About the Publisher
“No.” I shook my head. The two men looked at each other, one raised an eyebrow. Their eyes drifted to the floor as I nudged the bag under my chair with my foot. I folded my arms across my chest.
With a shrug, they decided to leave the issue of the bag and resume the questioning. They had taken my birth certificate before they’d brought me to this room and now placed it on the table before me.
“Is this yours?” the mustached man asked.
I nodded.
“Look,” the other added, “you understand us, right? So here’s what you need to know. That nice lady who brought you here is going to be in a whole lot of trouble if you don’t start answering our questions. You may just be a kid, but we need to know who you are and why you’ve come here. If you don’t talk, that lady is going to jail instead of the hospital.”
The mustached man’s eyes flashed to his colleague for a split second and then returned to me. He did not contradict his colleague.
My heart sank to think of what Tilly had gone through on my account. From being quarantined with me in Antonia’s apartment to the accident on the road to Jalalabad and being trapped in the vault of the embassy, this woman I did not know had stood by me as steadfastly as any grandmother. Already I owed her my whole heart. I could not bear to think they would punish her for her kindness, not when she was so very ill.
“This is my paper,” I said plainly, pointing at the birth certificate. “My mother and father name is here.”
“So you were born here. How long did you live here?”
“Two years,” I said, feeling inadequate.
They started over, asking again the same questions that I’d not answered before. Little by little, my reluctance gave way and I gave them our address in Kabul, told them what my father did, and said that my grandparents were not living. The mustached man began making notes on his clipboard. I answered everything with the fewest possible words, both because of my limited English and because I did not want to give them any more information than I needed to.
You’ll need to keep it simple, Antonia had said to me on the phone in Islamabad. Tell them the truth, as much of the truth as you can bear to tell. They need to understand what you went through so that they can understand how important it is for you to stay.
But my name is not the truth, I’d replied.
My father had such disdain for liars and cheats. The corruption of an entire nation begins with one lie, I’d heard him say.
But Antonia had seen it differently.
The truths you will tell are far bigger and much more important than this one small change.