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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

Tilly fished one of the magazines out of the seat pocket and offered it to me instead. I flipped through it until I saw her eyes close. Then I took out my notebook and, as I often did, jotted down what Tilly had said so I could try to make sense of it later. My notes ran back and forth in time, jumping from what I remembered to what I still had to figure out. The flight attendant brought me apple juice, which I gulped down before drifting back to sleep.

We were halfway across the Atlantic when Tilly began moaning. She was sniffling and blowing her nose, using a handful of crumpled tissues she had stuffed into her pocket. It looked like lifting her hand to her face caused her pain. Allergies, she had said. The flight attendant brought a small box of tissues, a shadow of concern behind her smile.

“Ma’am, is there anything I can get you?”

“Do you have anything for a headache?” she replied.

The flight attendant went to check and returned with a small bottle that rattled as she handed it to Tilly.

“Lucky for you, the pilot gets killer migraines.”

“Not that lucky,” Tilly said softly, with long spaces between her words. She’d grown pale again.

Her headache did not improve. She couldn’t get comfortable. I got out of my seat and asked the flight attendant for water with ice. The plane was dark then, with the window shades pulled down as we flew through a night sky. I walked back to my seat, almost losing my balance when the plane jostled slightly.

When I returned to the seat, I stopped short.

“Tilly!” I shouted.

Tilly was slumped on her side, her body convulsing as if controlled by a djinn. Her back stiffened and her limbs moved with a quick, jerking rhythm. I held her shoulders, feeling the turbulence in her body.

“No! No! Leave her!!” I shouted at the djinn to let her go. I wanted to call for help, but all the English I knew had flittered away like napkins caught in a gust of wind.

People around me slowly started to stir. Perhaps they thought I was a child having a tantrum or reliving the siege.

One meek overhead light clicked on, and then another. A man peered over his seat and, with one glimpse of Tilly’s face, began shouting. Emergency, I heard him call. In a flurry of movement, I was pushed aside. I could barely see past the tangle of people who had gathered, some to help and some to see what could possibly have made this day even worse.