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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Part II
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Epilogue
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgments
  70. About the Author
  71. Also by Nadia Hashimi
  72. About the Publisher

I listened to him recount the events of the night. But he didn’t answer all the questions he was asked. Time and again, I heard him say he could not offer official comment.

Leo sat with his knees angled outward, tapping a pencil against the table.

“How are all these people getting home?” Tilly asked.

I pressed an orange peel to my nose to combat the smell of smoke emanating from my hair and clothes.

“Pan Am is diverting a flight from Delhi. They’re coming here in a few hours, and we’ll get everyone home. The Pakistani army is going to escort us there,” he explained.

“Get us on that flight, Leo,” Tilly said, with just a flicker of the fire she’d had a day earlier.

Leo looked at Tilly with consternation. He lowered his voice, glancing around to see if anyone was listening in.

“We haven’t had the birth certificate verified yet,” he reminded her. “Without the documentation—”

“Documentation!” Tilly coughed. She was sweating, her cheeks flushed. She pinched her nose with a tissue. “Do you even hear yourself? Just a few hours ago, this girl saved the lives of every person in that vault, and you are hung up on a piece of paper. A piece of paper!”

I felt for the ring in my pocket, traced its now-familiar edges. If I was honest, part of me was afraid of getting on a plane and leaving this continent. And if I was completely honest, all of me was afraid of what would happen if I were to make it to America. Those two fears radiated through me at unique wavelengths.

But twice now I’d walked through fire. And I knew from the night of the coup that I had to keep moving, to continue taking steps in the hopes that God would bless my path. As I approached him, Leo eyed me warily.

In Dari, the word for witness, shahid, and the word for martyr, shaheed, differ by only a vowel. They are two leaves, splitting from a common stalk, catching light and rain at different angles. With a slight reshaping of lips, I could go from witness to martyr. Indeed, it felt as if the world around me was calling me by those two names and waiting to see to which I would answer.

“Your name is Leo,” I said. “In the stars, this is the name of the lion.”

Shair, the shameful soldier, had also been named after the king of the jungle, the ultimate beast. How many hopeful parents around the world had named their sons with such optimism, only to commit them to a lifetime of disappointment?

“Are you a lion?” I asked Leo.

Leo straightened his shoulders. He looked into my eyes for the first time since I’d met him. The pencil fell from his fingers and landed with a light clink on the glass table.