Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
‘All I can say is . . .’ Annie ploughed on, despite Margaret’s increasingly desperate looks which said, Annie, for heaven’s sake, stop! Be quiet! ‘I can’t imagine giving up my thoughts – or my life, for that matter – to a man.’ Having dropped this thunderbolt on to the table, she went back to sawing up her beef with great energy.
‘Well,’ Uncle Eb said, with an outrush of breath. His moustache lifted as he smiled. ‘Who’s going to warn our Jack then? If this ’un started on him he wouldn’t know what’d hit ’im!’
‘Oh, I think he’s already wondering that,’ Aunt Hatt said.
At this, all of them burst out laughing and the tense moment passed.
This added to Margaret’s smile as she walked along. She loved her uncle and aunt’s good nature. Both of them could be sharp and irritable when pressed with the demands of the business, but it warmed her to see how united they were. They did not take anything too heavily and always ended up laughing their way out of any quarrel.
She delivered an order to the bullion dealer whose wagon regularly rolled up in front of Watts & Son, from where the raw gold was carried along the entry at the side of the house and down to the basement. Then she posted some letters, before looking for the shop where she was to buy buttons and two yards of grey serge for her aunt. The day was overcast, but she was feeling cheerful.
She found herself hard to understand. One moment she felt free and optimistic, as though released from all her inner torments. The next, she would be walking along amid the bustle of this busy place and something would come to mind and pierce right through her. Yesterday it was a memory of Charles as he had been when they first met – the quietly charming man in a vulnerable state who had drawn her to him. She was so fragile then, a sickly girl beginning to recover, and he, acquainted with suffering himself, had lured her gently, as if she was a shy bird. With an ache, she missed him, missed the harmony she had felt, the reviving excitement of his interest in her. Memories came of them sitting together by the fire in the parlour at home: the way he had reached forward to take up the poker and shift the coals; the upward wave of his hair; his strong legs close to hers; how he had turned when speaking, to look into her eyes. And suddenly she was close to weeping in the street.
Another time she was walking along Vyse Street when it had begun to drizzle. For an intense moment she was a child, standing beside the river at the edge of the village, her hand in her father’s – her tall universe of a father – and the wet blowing against their cheeks.