Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
‘Oh –’ She brushed it off with a laugh. ‘Only when I was very young. A lad mooning about who almost persuaded me. But then I met Eb. This other feller didn’t stand a chance after that!’
Margaret smiled, but she could see it was not the same. Already fragile, she had lost herself to him. He was like the smoke and fire that descended on Mount Sinai; like the rushing wind of Pentecost, bearing her along.
The door opened suddenly and Uncle Eb’s cheerful face appeared. ‘All right, ladies?’ he asked.
‘Eb,’ Harriet said in a warning tone. ‘Just give us a few more moments, will you?’
Eb looked from one to the other of them, suddenly solemn. ‘Right you are,’ he said, closing the door behind him.
But the mood had been broken. Margaret could not bear to go on, to put these things into words to Aunt Harriet. Not even about how it began, the afternoon when she and Charles had been alone in the house. Even this was not the beginning of how her feelings first caught light, because she had been fascinated by him from the moment he arrived on their doorstep in that sweeping black coat. But that day they were alone in the parlour was when he captured her, hungry and innocent as she was.
Charles was standing with his back to the fire as if deeply lost in thought, his gaze fixed on the trees beyond the window. Margaret had been about to ask him if he would care for some tea, but she sat respectfully, not wanting to interrupt. She ached for him to share his thoughts with her.
Suddenly seeming to come back to the room, he looked across at her and smiled.
‘May I sit with you a moment, Margaret?’
She was on a stiff-backed couch on which there was only room for two and she was startled by this. Was it quite correct for them to sit so close, side by side? But of course, such a pure and holy man could not mean any harm – and in her father’s house.
‘Of course,’ she said, shifting as far towards one end as she could. ‘Please make yourself comfortable. Shall we have some tea?’
‘Oh, in a moment,’ he said. He gave a quick smile. ‘That would be nice, yes.’
He moved the tails of his jacket aside with a delicate gesture and sat lightly beside her, on her right. Margaret’s heart felt like a piston inside her, so loud she thought he must hear it. Blood thundered through her veins.
He turned and gave her that smile, looking carefully at her.