Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
Margaret watched him with a dizzy sense that she was slipping into a reality that was not as she remembered it: that she was being compelled to remember it differently. The old feeling, with Charles, of being forced, came back to her. And she had not told Aunt Hatt anything, so her aunt could not contradict . . . But Annie would never forget. And when Annie walked through the door there would be all hell let loose and everything would be dragged into the open – which also felt more than she could bear. Somehow she had to resolve this situation, so that she could have peace.
Aunt Hatt was beckoning Den and Ivy to the table, putting plates in front of their eager faces. ‘I’m sure I shall have the pleasure of seeing Annie later,’ Charles said. ‘But . . .’ He turned to Margaret and with all the appeal and charm she remembered, he said, ‘Very shortly I shall be taking up my new appointment in the church at Banbury. I should very much like to show it to you, Margaret – for you to come and meet some of the people there. I know they would love you. It’s the work of an afternoon by train, if we were to set off promptly. And . . .’ He lowered his voice a little. ‘It would give us an opportunity to talk for a time. To . . . make peace with each other.’
‘That sounds a lovely idea!’ Aunt Hatt said. ‘It’d do you good to have an outing, Margaret, after being here in the office all this time. Why don’t you go and see?’
Margaret could tell what Aunt Hatt was up to and could not help being amused by it. Charles had worked his charms on her. Aunt Hatt thought she was going to come back engaged to be married! What a lovely man – who could resist? And in her own heart there was a deep longing for peace; for all the pain and bitterness of the last months, the division between herself and her father, and between herself and Charles, to be resolved. In those moments, Charles brought her old home back to her, the village and their ordered life of religious love and service. It felt pure and good and she ached with longing for it.
‘You’ll need some dinner.’ Aunt Hatt had left the room, returning a few moments later with two steaming bowls which she set in front of Den and Ivy. ‘Why don’t you stay and have a dish of soup – it’s a hearty one with pearl barley . . . And I’ve some sausages . . .’ Den had already shovelled several mouthfuls in before she had finished speaking, cheeks bulging. ‘Slow down, young man – no one’s going to steal it off you.’
‘I’m afraid that if we are going, we should leave at once,’ Charles Barber said.