Back Sisters of Gold
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Title page
  3. Dedication page
  4. A Week’s Work in Birmingham
  5. I
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-One
  27. Twenty-Two
  28. Twenty-Three
  29. Twenty-Four
  30. II
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. III
  47. Forty
  48. Forty-One
  49. Forty-Two
  50. Forty-Three
  51. Forty-Four
  52. Forty-Five
  53. Forty-Six
  54. Forty-Seven
  55. Forty-Eight
  56. Forty-Nine
  57. Fifty
  58. Fifty-One
  59. Fifty-Two
  60. Fifty-Three
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. Further Reading
  63. About the Author
  64. By the Same Author

Margaret and Annie unpacked their modest number of belongings. A light coat and spare dress, a skirt, blouse and underwear, a face cloth and a nightdress each; a cake of soap, and for cleaning their teeth strips of willow and a little pot of salt.

‘We look very down-at-heel compared with Aunt, don’t we?’ Margaret said, wistfully holding up her grey dress with its frayed hem. Their boots were quite literally down-at-heel. There were so few occasions when they could go and buy cloth or find time to get their shoes mended. Life at home was full of the stern purpose of God’s work, with no fripperies.

Annie glanced round. ‘I s’pose so, yes,’ she said, shrugging. Clothes had never been high on Annie’s list of priorities.

Margaret had brought letter-writing things and her little Bible with onion-skin pages. Annie had brought her favourite book, The Mill on the Floss. Modestly they turned away from each other to wash in the candlelight. The familiarity of the bedtime ritual was soothing in this strange place, the feel of the warm water against their cheeks, the folding back of the sheet . . .

Yet the room seethed with things unsaid: a continuation of the atmosphere that had grown between them during these last days.

Margaret stood plaiting her thick hair. Annie could never be bothered. The brass bedstead creaked as each of them climbed on to it. Margaret started to pull the heavy bedclothes and gold-coloured eiderdown over them.

‘What’re you doing?’ Annie threw them off irritably. ‘You can’t put all that on us – we’ll cook!’

‘Oh, yes,’ Margaret said. ‘Sorry.’ She sounded dazed. Annie, lying with her hair spread on the pillow, looked sorry for being so sharp.

‘We should say our prayers,’ Margaret said, an edge of desperation to her voice.

‘Just the Lord’s Prayer,’ Annie said. ‘We haven’t got Father breathing down our necks here.’

‘Annie,’ Margaret said in a desperate tone. ‘Don’t talk like that, please.’

They recited it together, but it brought neither of them peace or stillness. A moment later Margaret, staring up at the cracked distemper on the ceiling, said crossly, ‘What on earth were you talking about getting a job for?’

‘That’s what I want to do!’ Annie sprang up to lean on one elbow. Her eyes blazed at Margaret as they had so many times in their lives. ‘I must go out and work! Lots of women have jobs here – didn’t we see them, in the street? And anyway, if we’re to do the Lord’s bidding, we have to be fearless as lions.’

‘But I thought . . .’ Margaret sounded amazed. Annie was always the rebel at home, the one chafing against their father’s rigidity. It was Margaret who had been his disciple. ‘I thought you didn’t want . . . You were always talking about getting away.’