Chapters (68)
- Cover Page
- SAY UNCLE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Dedication
- SAY UNCLE
- CORNERS
- STAR BLOCK
- MOCKINGBIRD
- A HUNDRED BOLTS OF SATIN
- THE EXCLUDED ANIMALS
- BLANDEUR
- COMPOSITION
- PATIENCE
- COMING AND GOING
- NOTHING VENTURED
- THAT WILL TO DIVEST
- WINTER FEAR
- GRAZING HORSES
- WASTE
- FORGETTING
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
- BEASTS
- GAPS
- THE FABRIC OF LIFE
- HELP
- AGREEMENT
- THE OLD COSMOLOGISTS
- THE PASS
- THE PIECES THAT FALL TO EARTH
- DON’T LOOK BACK
- IT’S ALWAYS DARKEST JUST BEFORE THE DAWN
- BLUNT
- DIAMONDS
- HERRING
- THE MUSEUM OF FALSE STARTS
- THE SILENCE ISLANDS
- TICKET
- THIEF
- CHESHIRE
- YESES
- DEATH BY FRUIT
- GREAT THOUGHTS
- TEST
- CROWN
- ANGLES OF SUN
- BAD DAY
- AMONG ENGLISH VERBS
- LIME LIGHT
- WHY WE MUST STRUGGLE
- DROPS IN THE BUCKET
- THE JOB
- CLOSELY WATCHED THINGS
- DUTCH
- CRASH
- GRAVITY
- CHEMISE
- DEFERRED SILENCE
- ATTENTION
- FAILURE
- MATRIGUPTA
- WEAKNESS AND DOUBT
- FAILURE 2
- WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE
- YOUR FACE WILL STICK
- SURVIVAL SKILLS
- AND ALL BECOMES AS BEFORE
- TWO MORE, AND UP GOES THE DONKEY
- THE CATCH
YOUR FACE WILL STICK
However bland we all
begin when picked
from the common
stock of cherubim,
your face will stick.
There will be
a spot at which
you hear the click.
Your baby ears—
pink shells—will
prick, your look grow
pixieish or dour,
fixed upon the
inner notch or
catch you can’t resist,
like clocks set up
to strike the hour.
SURVIVAL SKILLS
Here is the virtue
in not looking up:
you will be the one
who finds the overhang
out of the sun
and something for a cup.
You will rethink meat;
you will know you have
to eat and will eat.
Despair and hope you keep
remote. You will not
think much about the boat
that sank or other boats.
When you can, you sleep.
You can go on nearly forever.
If you ever are delivered
you are not delivered.
You know now, you were
always a survivor.
AND ALL BECOMES AS BEFORE
—The Legend of the Baal-Shem,
Martin Buber
So why do we want to go
if this travel is
so without profit
if not even a souvenir pebble
lodges in a boot waffle
or a half ticket sticks
in the corner of a pocket
if it is so perfect
that it takes every tick
of its private clock back
patting us down at the exit
like a bank dick
pushing us back into traffic?
TWO MORE, AND UP GOES THE DONKEY
An old cry at fairs, the showman having promised his credulous hearers that as soon as enough pennies are collected his donkey will balance himself on the top of a pole or ladder. Always a matter of “two more pennies,”the trick is never performed.
—Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable
Old men
who were boys then
continue to imagine
how it would have been
to see a donkey
balancing above them.
Some see all four
small hooves
compressed on
the post top;
some see one.
It depends upon
which penny
wasn’t spent,
which trick
wasn’t done.
THE CATCH
Among nets
some are stout
and cast by
rubber-clad
sailors who
venture out
in boats and
talk of knots
and floats and
diesels and
gruesome accidents
to decent people.
Whereas the
nets approached
by birds and moths
and set by
Nabokovs in white
are lighter stuff
tied by threads
to branches
as though for sport.
. . .
A bird catches
like a shuttlecock.
In both events
what they get
only partly matches
what they sought
plus the problem
of the innocents.
One can admire
the common sense
it makes for sailors
who desire the
hardest, the most
backbreaking work,
the way you’re tired
and broken to dispatch
by the time it’s time
to justify the catch.