Chapters (68)
- Cover Page
- SAY UNCLE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Dedication
- SAY UNCLE
- CORNERS
- STAR BLOCK
- MOCKINGBIRD
- A HUNDRED BOLTS OF SATIN
- THE EXCLUDED ANIMALS
- BLANDEUR
- COMPOSITION
- PATIENCE
- COMING AND GOING
- NOTHING VENTURED
- THAT WILL TO DIVEST
- WINTER FEAR
- GRAZING HORSES
- WASTE
- FORGETTING
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
- BEASTS
- GAPS
- THE FABRIC OF LIFE
- HELP
- AGREEMENT
- THE OLD COSMOLOGISTS
- THE PASS
- THE PIECES THAT FALL TO EARTH
- DON’T LOOK BACK
- IT’S ALWAYS DARKEST JUST BEFORE THE DAWN
- BLUNT
- DIAMONDS
- HERRING
- THE MUSEUM OF FALSE STARTS
- THE SILENCE ISLANDS
- TICKET
- THIEF
- CHESHIRE
- YESES
- DEATH BY FRUIT
- GREAT THOUGHTS
- TEST
- CROWN
- ANGLES OF SUN
- BAD DAY
- AMONG ENGLISH VERBS
- LIME LIGHT
- WHY WE MUST STRUGGLE
- DROPS IN THE BUCKET
- THE JOB
- CLOSELY WATCHED THINGS
- DUTCH
- CRASH
- GRAVITY
- CHEMISE
- DEFERRED SILENCE
- ATTENTION
- FAILURE
- MATRIGUPTA
- WEAKNESS AND DOUBT
- FAILURE 2
- WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE
- YOUR FACE WILL STICK
- SURVIVAL SKILLS
- AND ALL BECOMES AS BEFORE
- TWO MORE, AND UP GOES THE DONKEY
- THE CATCH
at which to pitch
the plea? How bad
would something
have to be?
It’s hard,
coming from a planet
where if we needed something
we had it.
AGREEMENT
The satisfactions
of agreement are
immediate as sugar—
a melting of the
granular, a syrup
that lingers, shared
not singular.
Many prefer it.
THE OLD COSMOLOGISTS
When their cosmology
grows soft and spongy
and unreal, the
old cosmologists
get touchy. They feel
they should have
held it off, they should
have known about it
in advance, they
should have stretched
the interstellar cloth
or sown a row of stars
along a rift just to the left
of Mars or guessed
about a pin-sized patch
of purple gas or grafted
comets tail-to-tail,
and thus or otherwise
suppressed the drift;
as if change were not
something that just happens
at certain stages
but a private test failed
moment by moment
as age is.
THE PASS
Even in climes
without snow
one cannot go
forward sometimes.
Things test you.
You are part of
the Donners or
part of the rescue:
a muleteer in
earflaps; a
formerly hearty
Midwestern farmer
perhaps. Both
parties trapped
within sight
of the pass.
THE PIECES THAT FALL TO EARTH
One could
almost wish
they wouldn’t;
they are so
far apart,
so random.
One cannot
wait, cannot
abandon waiting.
The three or
four occasions
of their landing
never fade.
Should there
be more, there
will never be
enough to make
a pattern
that can equal
the commanding
way they matter.
DON’T LOOK BACK
This is not
a problem
for the neckless.
Fish cannot
recklessly
swivel their heads
to check
on their fry;
no one expects
this. They are
torpedoes of
disinterest,
compact capsules
that rely
on the odds
for survival,
unfollowed by
the exact and modest
number of goslings
the S-necked
goose is—
who if she
looks back
acknowledges losses
and if she does not
also loses.
IT’S ALWAYS DARKEST JUST BEFORE THE DAWN
But how dark
is darkest?
Does it get
jet—or tar—
black; does it
glint and increase
in hardness
or turn viscous?
Are there stages
of darkness
and chips
to match against
its increments,
holding them
up to our blindness,
estimating when
we’ll have the
night behind us?
BLUNT
If we could love
the blunt
and not
the point
we would
almost constantly
have what we want.
What is the
blunt of this
I would ask you
our conversation
weeding up
like the Sargasso.
DIAMONDS
Is the snail
sharpened
by crawling
over diamonds?
Is her foot
hardened
so it can’t
carry her?
No. Snails
make mucus.
Even the
most precious
barriers
to lettuce
are useless.
HERRING
A thousand
tiny silver
thoughtlets
play in the mind,
untarnished
as herring.
They shutter
like blinds,
then sliver,
then utterly
vanish.
Is it unkind
to hope
some will
eat others;
is it uncaring?
THE MUSEUM OF FALSE STARTS
It is incredibly
beautiful but
unfinished—
actually hardly
more than imagined.
There are the beginnings