Chapters (68)
- Cover Page
- SAY UNCLE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Dedication
- SAY UNCLE
- CORNERS
- STAR BLOCK
- MOCKINGBIRD
- A HUNDRED BOLTS OF SATIN
- THE EXCLUDED ANIMALS
- BLANDEUR
- COMPOSITION
- PATIENCE
- COMING AND GOING
- NOTHING VENTURED
- THAT WILL TO DIVEST
- WINTER FEAR
- GRAZING HORSES
- WASTE
- FORGETTING
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
- BEASTS
- GAPS
- THE FABRIC OF LIFE
- HELP
- AGREEMENT
- THE OLD COSMOLOGISTS
- THE PASS
- THE PIECES THAT FALL TO EARTH
- DON’T LOOK BACK
- IT’S ALWAYS DARKEST JUST BEFORE THE DAWN
- BLUNT
- DIAMONDS
- HERRING
- THE MUSEUM OF FALSE STARTS
- THE SILENCE ISLANDS
- TICKET
- THIEF
- CHESHIRE
- YESES
- DEATH BY FRUIT
- GREAT THOUGHTS
- TEST
- CROWN
- ANGLES OF SUN
- BAD DAY
- AMONG ENGLISH VERBS
- LIME LIGHT
- WHY WE MUST STRUGGLE
- DROPS IN THE BUCKET
- THE JOB
- CLOSELY WATCHED THINGS
- DUTCH
- CRASH
- GRAVITY
- CHEMISE
- DEFERRED SILENCE
- ATTENTION
- FAILURE
- MATRIGUPTA
- WEAKNESS AND DOUBT
- FAILURE 2
- WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE
- YOUR FACE WILL STICK
- SURVIVAL SKILLS
- AND ALL BECOMES AS BEFORE
- TWO MORE, AND UP GOES THE DONKEY
- THE CATCH
THAT WILL TO DIVEST
Action creates
a taste
for itself.
Meaning: once
you’ve swept
the shelves
of spoons
and plates
you kept
for guests,
it gets harder
not to also
simplify the larder,
not to dismiss
rooms, not to
divest yourself
of all the chairs
but one, not
to test what
singleness can bear,
once you’ve begun.
WINTER FEAR
Is it just winter
or is this worse.
Is this the year
when outer damp
obscures a deeper curse
that spring can’t fix,
when gears that
turn the earth
won’t shift the view,
when clouds won’t lift
though all the skies
go blue.
GRAZING HORSES
Sometimes the
green pasture
of the mind
tilts abruptly.
The grazing horses
struggle crazily
for purchase
on the frictionless
nearly vertical
surface. Their
furniture-fine
legs buckle
on the incline,
unhorsed by slant
they weren’t
designed to climb
and can’t.
WASTE
Not even waste
is inviolate.
The day misspent,
the love misplaced,
has inside it
the seed of redemption.
Nothing is exempt
from resurrection.
It is tiresome
how the grass
re-ripens, greening
all along the punched
and mucked horizon
once the bison
have moved on,
leaning into hunger
and hard luck.
FORGETTING
Forgetting takes space.
Forgotten matters displace
as much anything else as
anything else. We must
skirt unlabeled crates
as though it made sense
and take them when we go
to other states.
THE FOURTH WISE MAN
The fourth wise man
disliked travel. If
you walk, there’s the
gravel. If you ride,
there’s the camel’s attitude.
He far preferred
to be inside in solitude
to contemplate the star
that had been getting
so much larger
and more prolate lately—
stretching vertically
(like the souls of martyrs)
toward the poles
(or like the yawns of babies).
BEASTS
Time lingers
quietly in attics.
Romantics are
always fingering
some discolored
fabric or other,
feeling a deep
nostalgia for sepia,
a mellow sadness
at what keeps
but yellows.
But other people
don’t trust ambering
or court the filigrees
of rust. They’ve
seen lost greens
of memory ignite,
dead dogs released,
and don’t invite
the rainbow beasts.
GAPS
Gaps don’t
just happen.
There is a
generative element
inside them,
a welling motion
as when cold
waters shoulder
up through
warmer oceans.
And where gaps
choose to widen,
coordinates warp,
even in places
constant since
the oldest maps.
THE FABRIC OF LIFE
It is very stretchy.
We know that, even if
many details remain
sketchy. It is complexly
woven. That much too
has pretty well been
proven. We are loath
to continue our lessons,
which consist of slaps
as sharp and dispersed
as bee stings from
a smashed nest,
when any strand snaps—
hurts working far past
the locus of rupture,
attacking threads
far beyond anything
we would have said
connects.
HELP
Imagine help
as a syllable,
awkward but utterable.
How would it work
and in which distress?
How would one gauge
the level of duress