Chapters (68)
- Cover Page
- SAY UNCLE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Dedication
- SAY UNCLE
- CORNERS
- STAR BLOCK
- MOCKINGBIRD
- A HUNDRED BOLTS OF SATIN
- THE EXCLUDED ANIMALS
- BLANDEUR
- COMPOSITION
- PATIENCE
- COMING AND GOING
- NOTHING VENTURED
- THAT WILL TO DIVEST
- WINTER FEAR
- GRAZING HORSES
- WASTE
- FORGETTING
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
- BEASTS
- GAPS
- THE FABRIC OF LIFE
- HELP
- AGREEMENT
- THE OLD COSMOLOGISTS
- THE PASS
- THE PIECES THAT FALL TO EARTH
- DON’T LOOK BACK
- IT’S ALWAYS DARKEST JUST BEFORE THE DAWN
- BLUNT
- DIAMONDS
- HERRING
- THE MUSEUM OF FALSE STARTS
- THE SILENCE ISLANDS
- TICKET
- THIEF
- CHESHIRE
- YESES
- DEATH BY FRUIT
- GREAT THOUGHTS
- TEST
- CROWN
- ANGLES OF SUN
- BAD DAY
- AMONG ENGLISH VERBS
- LIME LIGHT
- WHY WE MUST STRUGGLE
- DROPS IN THE BUCKET
- THE JOB
- CLOSELY WATCHED THINGS
- DUTCH
- CRASH
- GRAVITY
- CHEMISE
- DEFERRED SILENCE
- ATTENTION
- FAILURE
- MATRIGUPTA
- WEAKNESS AND DOUBT
- FAILURE 2
- WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE
- YOUR FACE WILL STICK
- SURVIVAL SKILLS
- AND ALL BECOMES AS BEFORE
- TWO MORE, AND UP GOES THE DONKEY
- THE CATCH
to the left
a little,
sending down
a cliff.
Also toggles:
the idle flip
that trips
the rails
trains travel.
No act
or refusal
to act, no
special grip
or triple lock
or brake stops
crash; crash
quickens
on resistance
like a legal system
out of Dickens.
GRAVITY
Weight is a gift
you can’t simulate.
It is useless if
you take it on too late.
The post-pupid
butterfly looks stupid
walking with her wings.
Some are, some are not,
weight-bearing things.
CHEMISE
What would the self
disrobed look like,
the form undraped?
There is a flimsy cloth
we can’t take off—
some last chemise
we can’t escape—
a hope more intimate
than paint
to please.
DEFERRED SILENCE
There is a
deferred silence
which only follows
a deferred sound.
As when an oak falls
when no one is around.
The violence waits
for someone to approach
to have just stopped.
There is that ozone
freshness to the aftershock.
ATTENTION
As strong as
the suction cups
on the octopus
are the valves
of the attention.
If threatened
or pulled off
they leave welts
and pink rings
but also
can unstick
unfelt
from things.
FAILURE
Like slime
inside a
stagnant tank
its green
deepening
from lime
to emerald
a dank
but less
ephemeral
efflorescence
than success
is in general.
MATRIGUPTA
of Ujjain, India, wrote a poem that so pleased Rajah Vicrama Ditya HE WAS GIVEN THE ENTIRE STATE OF KASHMIR. The poet ruled Kashmir for five years (118–123) AND THEN ABDICATED TO BECOME A RECLUSE.
—Ripley’s Believe It or Not!
(What a Trojan horse)
thought Matrigupta,
rewarded for his verse
by Rajah Ditya
with one of the nicest
states in India.
(Why couldn’t it
have been a gold watch
or an inscribed plate?
I’ll never write again
at this rate.)
“I am too blessed,”
went the little thank-you
poem he had rehearsed,
but already his words
were getting reversed
and he said, “I am
blue tressed,” which was
only the first indication
of how things were in Kashmir
before his abdication.
WEAKNESS AND DOUBT
Weakness and doubt
are symbionts
famous throughout
the fungal orders,
which admire pallors,
rusts, grey talcums,
the whole palette
of dusts and powders
of the rot kingdom
and do not share
our kind’s disgust
at dissolution,
following the
interplay of doubt
and weakness
as a robust
sort of business;
the way we
love construction,
they love hollowing.
FAILURE 2
There could be nutrients
in failure—
deep amendments
to the shallow soil
of wishes.
Think of the
dark and bitter
flavors of
black ales
and peasant loaves.
Think of licorices.
Think about
the tales of how
Indians put fishes
under corn plants.
Next time hope
relinquishes a form,
think about that.
WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE
That’s water under
the bridge, we say,
siding with the bridge
and no wonder,
given the sloping ways
of water which
grows so grey
and oily, toiling
slowly downward,
its wide dented
slide ever onward;
we aren’t demented.