Chapters (58)
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Part One
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Part Two: Three Months Later
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Part Three
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Chapter Forty-five
- Chapter Forty-six
- Chapter Forty-seven
- Chapter Forty-eight
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Keep Reading for a Sneak Peek at Umbertouched
I look down. Bloodred splotches stare back at me. Still I deny it. Maybe it’s too early. Maybe the marks just need more time to fade. But then I look at Kaylah’s face, and I see the tears she’s holding back.
“I’m sorry, Zivah,” she whispers.
It’s hard to hear her voice over the sound of my own heartbeat. My mind whirls with numbers. I’m seventeen right now. One year from now, I will be eighteen. In ten, I will be twenty-seven. That’s the best I can hope for, if I’m one of the lucky ones. Where will I go? What will I do? I try to breathe, but there’s no air.
“I’m so sorry,” Kaylah says again.
Everything around me comes into focus. The leaves blowing outside, the trickle of the water clock in the corner. I’m aware of every drop that falls. I’d never noticed how quickly they come.
Kaylah reaches to take my hands, as she so often had before. Except this time, she’s wearing plague gloves. The leather is worn soft from use, but there is no warmth in its touch.
Part Two: Three Months Later
Chapter Six
Spasms run through me. I’ve long since vomited up the contents of my stomach, but wave after wave still grips me until I think I might die. No, that’s not right. I know I’m dying, but for this hour of misery, I have no one to blame but myself.
I’m huddled behind my cottage, crouched on the ground because my legs are too shaky to hold me. Once again, I go through the workings of my potion, the theory behind the disease. Rose plague essence is heavy and sticky, hard for the body to purge. The umbertouched somehow rid themselves completely of the disease, whereas the rosemarked dislodge all but a remnant, which clings to some unknown region of the body.
My recent attempts have focused on the liver, because I’ve noticed a yellower tint to my skin since I fell ill. A tincture of chozat to strengthen the organ, a drop of nadat-root juice to expel the disease essence, plus boiled syeb petals to stabilize the body’s energies. It seemed a good mixture, but now I’m on my knees, and the rosemarks show no sign of disappearing. The problem with expelling such a stubborn illness is that anything powerful enough to do the job wreaks havoc on the rest of my body as well.
At times like these, I’m glad to be in isolation. At least no one else is here to witness my recklessness, and my failure.
“Zivah?” Leora’s voice floats toward me from the direction of the village.
