Back Reel Love
Chapters (46)
  1. Dedication
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. ROCKUS RUMPUS IN ROME
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Epilogue
  45. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  46. About the Author

Anna remembered how desperate she had been when the London studios called. She had been behind in her rent, Jenny had offered to take her in, and her mom had offered her the attic room if she wanted to move in with her. The UK television show had been a lifeline, a chance to leave Los Angeles. The year she had been gone had offered a needed break from the industry madness. She had asked the studio why they’d wanted her specifically. They had made vague references to one of her recent, not-so-popular movies.

Her stomach fell. “You got me the London job.”

Tom nodded. “I told you I would always look out for you.”

Anna felt suffocated in this crowded room full of loud, overly polite voices. Its air of forced conviviality did nothing to mask the intense negotiations happening over champagne flutes and untouched hors d’oeuvres.

“They told me you did a fine job.” Tom covered her hands with his. “You’re a good director, Anna.”

“I know.” His condescension rankled her. She didn’t need his approval. Anna pulled her hands from under his grasp. “I never wanted this... I don’t want your help.”

“Trust me, you’ve made that clear.” He schooled his features, the mask of bland enthusiasm returning. “Let me tell you about the project.”

She took a deep breath. “I don’t need to hear about it. I’m not taking it.”

“I called in a favor or two. It’s a romantic comedy. You’ll love it.” He described the project with his this-is-what’s-best-for-you voice. He stood tall, shoulders straight, the executive persona back in place. The weight of his expectations crowded her again.

“Stop.” She raised her voice.

Tom narrowed his eyes. “How do you think it makes me look?”

“You come out of everything looking good.”

“If you had listened to me, everything you wanted would’ve been yours by now.”

Tom was convinced of this, she knew. When they were married, an actor notorious for his arrogance had literally gotten down on his knees in the construction dirt in front of their sprawling Laurel Canyon home and begged Tom for a particular role. Tom had made sure it happened. When the actor won an Academy Award, everyone in town had known who was responsible.

“You might be right,” Anna admitted. She had made poor choices, and she hadn’t followed her gut when she should have.

“I’m always right.”

Same old Tom.

His gaze softened, as if he realized what he said might be taken the wrong way. Anna wondered how long he had practiced that look in the mirror.

“Anna, what are you going to do?”

“Why do you care?”

“You think people don’t judge me for your failures?” Tom asked in a harsh whisper. “Hollywood is a small town. At least in London, no one ran into you.”