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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. CLARA
  5. JANES 1 AND 2
  6. LILY
  7. CLARA
  8. LILY
  9. LUIS
  10. CLARA
  11. JANE 3
  12. CLARA
  13. LILY
  14. LUIS
  15. JANE 4
  16. CLARA
  17. LILY
  18. JANE 4
  19. JANES 1, 2, 3, AND 4
  20. CLARA
  21. LUIS
  22. LILY
  23. JANE 5
  24. LILY
  25. LUIS
  26. LILY
  27. DEBORAH
  28. CLARA
  29. LUIS
  30. LILY
  31. CLARA
  32. JANE 6
  33. LILY
  34. CLARA
  35. LUIS
  36. CLARA
  37. DEBORAH
  38. LILY
  39. JANES 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, AND 6
  40. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  41. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

And then his hands are on her, circling her neck, pressing against her throat. She can’t raise her arms to fight him off or kick her feet. She can’t scream, but the screams in her head are louder now, that three-part wail of her daughter’s that used to make her dig her nails into her palms. Her lungs burn. When the blackness comes, it is a relief that she no longer has to look into his face, his teeth clenched, the pale blue eyes that now glow with rage. The last thing Jane hears is the groan that escapes from between his teeth and the swish of the grass in the breeze.

CLARA

I WORE LILY’S PEARL BRACELET again when I got ready for my date—Des’s word, not mine. As Des curled my hair, I looked at my wrist and pretended I was another kind of girl: One whose desk was stacked with books and brochures for colleges with redbrick buildings. One who sat in cafes with her friends, laughing over iced coffees and slices of cake. A girl who lived a careful life, whose mother kept a bowl of fresh fruit on the counter, whose closets were filled with soft towels and clean white sheets.

“Hey, what’s this?” She reached for my hand, tapped the bracelet.

“From that girl. The new one at the spa.”

Des laughed and I could see the dark fillings in the back of her mouth. Des hadn’t asked about the vision I’d had at the spa, and maybe she had thought I had been faking it, spacing out for show. That was fine with me. I always tried to forget most of what I saw from other people’s lives, but it tended to stick around, bits of memories that lingered in mine like scraps of strange dreams.

“You’re quick as hell, Miss Clara Voyant. I might even say you’ve surpassed your teacher. Take anything else this week you want to let me in on?”

I thought of Julie Zale’s purple bandana. It was in my room, under my pillow. Her uncle probably thought he’d dropped it on the boardwalk, that it had been carried away by the breeze. One more piece of her he had lost.

“Nothing.”

“You bring that bracelet over to Zeg tomorrow, okay? And tell him you won’t take less than fifty. He’s been a real tightwad lately, and we’ve got bills to pay.” I nodded, but that wasn’t a part of my plan.