Contents ( 50)
- Description
- PHANTOM NOISE
- CONTENTS
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- VA Hospital Confessional
- At Lowe’s Home Improvement Center
- Howl Wind
- Aubade: Layover in Amsterdam
- The Whale
- Chinese Ink Brush Painting
- Sleeping in Dick Cheney’s Bed
- Viking 1
- Perimeter Watch
- Illumination Rounds
- Puget Sound
- Al-A’imma Bridge
- Helping Her Breathe
- Guarding the Bomber
- Phantom Noise
- Zippo
- Homemade Napalm
- Bruce Lee’s Enter the Dragon
- Lucky Money
- On the Flight to Alamosa, Colorado
- Wading Out
- White Phosphorus
- .22 Caliber
- Green Alexandrine
- On the Surgeon’s Table
- Unearthed by Wind
- Madinat Al-Salam
- Tell Me, Beautiful One, from Where Did the Lord Bring You?
- Insignia
- Mohammed Trains for the Beijing Olympics, 2008
- A Lullaby for Bullets
- The Discothèque
- Jundee Ameriki
- American Internal
- To My Unnamed Daughter
- Ajal
- The Inventory from a Year Lived Sleeping with Bullets
- The Mutanabbi Street Bombing
- Eucalyptus
- In the Tannour Oven
- Study of Nudes by Candlelight
- In the Guggenheim Museum
- The One Square Inch Project
- NOTES
- About the Author
- Copyright
for women, who sat huddled together
in the darkness of the front room, sobbing.
Through night vision goggles they appeared
glaucous green, luminous and unnatural.
One of them – with cat’s eyes of light – saw me.
The men of military age were bound, silenced
in another room. I numbered them with a Sharpie
penned on the white tape of their blindfolds.
Of the many depositions I wrote,
the many sentences I framed in careful precision,
how many were translated into Arabic?
Farid, Hasan, Mohammed, Abdullah, Jafar.
How many have heard my words spoken in court?
The Accuser. The Professor. Sgt Turner.
Late at night, Jackowski and I taped the flex charge
to the house gate. I unspooled the shock tube, removed
the safety. Hathaway radioed the countdown – and at zero –
I pulled the pin. It was me, Sgt Turner,
who cracked the night open with explosives
and wrote it all down, word by word.

It’s been four years. In Poland, on the Baltic coast,
I rent a flat from Darick and Goshe. Fish and black coffee
for breakfast. Read Seife’s Zero: The Biography
of a Dangerous Idea. And when I climb to the peak
of the coastal dunes in the Slowinski National Park,
I find nothing but wind, sand, the blue sea driven inward.
Jundee Ameriki
Many the healers of the body.
Where the healers of the soul?
AHMAD SHAUQI
At the VA hospital in Long Beach, California,
Dr Sushruta scores open a thin layer of skin
to reveal an object traveling up through muscle.
It is a kind of weeping the body does, expelling
foreign material, sometimes years after injury.
Dr Sushruta lifts slivers of shrapnel, bits
of coarse gravel, road debris, diamond
points of glass – the minutiae of the story
reconstructing a cold afternoon in Baghdad,
November of 2005. The body offers aged cloth
from an abaya dyed in blood, shards of bone.
And if he were to listen intently, he might hear
the roughened larynx of this woman calling up
through the long corridors of flesh, saying
Allah al Akbar, before releasing
her body’s weapon, her dark and lasting gift
for this jundee Ameriki, who carries fragments
of the war inscribed in scar tissue,
a deep, intractable pain, the dull grief of it
the body must learn to absorb.
American Internal
Down in the hole, down in the clay and mud,
we dig. The noon sun hot on our backs
as we bend to the task, as if digging
down into our own shadows
with the stained shovels of our hands,
digging until someone gasps – another,
they have discovered another; with pale eyes,
the dead faces rooted with worms and stone,
brassy shells of bullets in their mouths,
hands reaching for what no one can see above,
as if desperate to embrace us. We raise each
carefully from the earth, the bodies of men
dressed in sandals and thawbs,
wet robes of cotton dyed by clay,