Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Newsletter Sign-up
She pushed the thought down. There would be a chance to leave this place. She chose to be sharp enough to find it. Half of luck was simply having the courage to act when the moment was right. Killing the Sheriff, for instance, had been a perfect chance with a tiny window of opportunity. If she and Will had debated it with the others, it would have passed them by. Instead they’d jumped on instinct, and everything she suffered now was worth it. It would be over, soon enough. She just had to keep her eyes open for that next window.
Still, it was harder without Will. He was somewhere down here, too, “down the north tunnel,” she had overheard. Every now and then, after waiting too long and then even longer, she’d give a trill little whistle from her cell to let Will know she was still there. Every now and then, after dying of fear and pinching herself to keep from crying, and then longer, she’d hear the response, just barely from down the tunnel. Or maybe she didn’t. Or maybe she thought she did. Or maybe some other prisoner was just copying her.
She wouldn’t let this place get the better of her. That’s what they wanted, it’s why they built it. It was cold and damp because they wanted her to be uncomfortable. If she let that bother her, they got what they wanted. When she missed Will so much it hurt, when she wanted to scratch her own hair out, that was their plan, too. It wouldn’t work, not on her. She wouldn’t be staying here. This was just a place. It was just a place.
Her mind flirted with a thought. Like scratching a bug bite, she’d realize she was doing it before remembering not to.
William de Wendenal’s offer.
No, that wasn’t the way they’d get out of this. Not by someone else’s hand. No, they would get through it together, her and Will. That was her choice.
You’ll have to make another choice, her fear whispered. The choice to leave him behind.
Will. She didn’t see his face when she thought of him, but rather a collection of expressions, just an instant long each. A flash of his eyebrows. A wrinkling of his nose. A guilty smile he couldn’t hide. That stupid way he’d flick his tongue out when he thought he was being intimidating. The way he’d brush a floppy wave of blondfire off his forehead just to have it tumble forward again. His little half utterances that weren’t words when he was trying to think. The stubble on his cheek, it felt differently on her hand than it did on her lips, than it did on her thighs.