Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Newsletter Sign-up
When the tip was hot, Gilbert placed the blade down long enough to peel off his glove. In the candlelight the hand looked worse than ever, swollen and slimy, massive cracks winding through the twisted scar tissue. Alternating soft and stone patches, a history of pain. Without breaking eye contact with Jacelyn, Gilbert placed his own wrist over the fire, the very base at the palm, the sting was an old friend, an old enemy. He had saved this spot in his wrist for a long time. The smell of burning flesh was one that compared to nothing else. When he felt his skin churn into char he pulled his wrist away and plunged only the tip of the dagger into the wound, and his vision went white and every nerve in his body ripped open, cleansing him, erasing what he had done that morning. Reborn out of the pain, and the white faded to black and his head was on the table.
“Here’s what I want to know,” her voice was the only thing in the world. “If you’re going to kill, why not kill someone who deserves to die? They’re everywhere, you know.”
The words struck him as clearly as the pain. The pebble, the guilt, wasn’t about killing the nothing man. It was about wasting his time on the nothing man. He had left Marion’s men because he was done wasting time, which was their chiefest of skills. His rules had protected him, true enough, but they’d also hampered him. His bones would itch again, and soon, and here in the Black Guard he could put its relief to better use than nothing men.
Though whether he’d do so alongside the Guard, or upon them, was the curiosity.
Gilbert wrapped up his wrist, he caught his breath and held it, counting. Slowly. He wiped the blood from his arm, which was stiff up to the elbow. He stood from the table and leaned down to Jacelyn.
Thank you, he whispered, and kissed her on the dead side of her face, and stood and left, didn’t he?
PART VII
ARNALDIA
FORTY-SIX
GUY OF GISBOURNE
NOTTINGHAM CASTLE
THE PUNCHLINE CAME, AND the endless parade of Guy’s misfortune was complete. All he could do now was laugh.
What a welcome relief it was, this turning point. Up until that moment, when the dramatics crashed into hysterics, Guy had been clenching his fingers into fists, and his toes, too. Little footfists. But this final proverbial straw let Guy break down into laughter, a slap-happy ticklish sort of mania that brought tears to his eyes. The others at the longtable gaped at him as if he had gone mad, and they were exactly incorrect. In reality, Guy had finally gone sane. Trying to keep common sense in Nottingham—that had been insanity.