Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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“Do you think that bastard knight was right?” Devon asked. “You think he’s already dead?”
“I hope he is. I do,” Guy said without hesitation. “It’s better than the hole.”
TWENTY-THREE
ARABLE DE BUREL
NOTTINGHAM CASTLE
ONLY A HANDFUL OF mirrors existed in the castle, making it difficult for Arable to use one with any sort of privacy. So she stole into the widow Murdac’s old bedroom, a cozy chamber on the third floor of the high keep that remained relatively untouched since the previous sheriff’s death. Arable had not lived in Nottingham then, but she understood Ralph Murdac kept it solely for his wife’s infrequent visits. So long as Roger de Lacy was sheriff, there was little threat of his family ever using the room. Only dusted and refreshed once a month, Arable was usually happy to claim the duty. Its décor had a forced feminine flair—a man’s attempt at a woman’s touch—but she found it a comfortable place to disappear now and again. A single shuttered window could see all the way down across both the lower baileys to the castle gates, though she refrained from enjoying the view for fear of being spotted from below.
A quick rummage through the widow’s vanity yielded a small squarish piece of polished silver. She took it and curled up beneath the window’s sill to let the last of the day’s sunlight on her face, and squinted at the rippled reflection scowling back at her. Across each of her cheeks, the long straight knife wounds had grown bright red and puffy, though their edges had begun to harden and scab over. She teased her hair forward, letting it dangle on either side of her face in thick bunches to see how well they concealed her cheeks. There was no hiding the gashes. Arable had done her best for days to stay hidden, to obscure her face, to wear oversized bonnets that kept her cheeks shadowed. Her reflection made a mockery of her attempts at secrecy.
That knowledge burned black inside her. Aside from William and Gunny, no other soul had given her face a moment’s notice. Either nobody cared about what happened to her, or they simply considered her attack too normal to bother with. Both were suffocating in their ramifications. She was faced with the crippling reality that she was exactly as weak and ignorable as she pretended to be.