Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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This prison cell, it was just a place. They’d been many places, and each was theirs to leave. Simply a matter of waiting for the right moment, and not hesitating to choose. Together, she and Will, they’d climbed out of much worse places than this.
That was a lie. This was the worst.
Elena had been in and out of gaol before, growing up in the maze of alleys on the south end of Nottingham. She’d chosen to leave that life. Catty-corner to St. Mary’s Church was a gaol that earned the name Sinner Mary’s. It offered more protection than the streets could, and on one occasion she’d been arrested on purpose since she knew Will was in for a stint. That was before he was hers. Rather, before he knew he was hers. She’d chosen that as well.
But Sinner Mary’s had still been a normal building, a tall stone square. This prison in the castle was something else entirely. It was a cave, clawed out of the earth beneath the courtyards. On the other side of her iron gate was more cave, only lit when the guards came. Otherwise, the dark. A small hole had been dug a handswidth deep beneath the bars where she was to relieve herself. Every so often, a man with a shovel would come by and remove its contents, not caring if it spilled over the floor in the process. She didn’t mind. The stink would protect her from any errant guard with an itch between his legs.
Time didn’t work down here. There was no telling when it was day or night, or how many of either had passed.
It was just a place. One more story to tell later. Beads on a string. That was life—simply a series of events. It was just a matter of choosing to move from one to the next, her and Will. Too many people complained about their lot, their life, their rotten luck. Elena chose to be better than that. That’s all it took, the act of choosing, and all that was left was to walk it. Out of the Alleys. Out of Ten Bell Yard. Sinner Mary’s. Red Lion Square. Anywhere. Redford. Locksley Castle. The Oak Camp. Bernesdale. Nottingham Prison. Somewhere Else. Somewhere Better. Somewhere Safe.
This is the last bead, her fear laughed at her. This is where you’ll die.