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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

Trina, to her credit, turns in her chair to fully face Scarlett and says, loud enough for everyone to hear, “Are you sure?”

Scarlett tears her eyes away from me to turn her attention to her agent. “No,” she says, and I have to chuckle at her honesty. “But he loved the book without knowing I wrote it, without any preconceived notions. And if I know Ryan…” She trails off and looks at me again. “There’s no one who will take care of my story the way he will.”

As if that weren’t enough to make my entire year, Scarlett smiles at me. It’s a soft smile, one that only teases at the corners of her lips, but it’s reflected in her eyes. It warms me from head to toe.

“I promise your book is in good hands,” I say, because I have to say something before this feeling completely consumes me.

“I know,” she replies with all the confidence in the world.

Chapter 7

Scarlett

Two days later, I’m sitting cross-legged on the couch in my therapist’s office, the decorative throw pillow in my lap the only barrier against whatever awful, emotional work she’s going to make me do after telling her exactly what happened in that meeting.

Dianne—as she’s insisted I call her for the past several years, ever since Trina dragged me in here to see her—stopped writing on her notepad about halfway into my story. If I didn’t know any better, I’d think she was engrossed in it.

“So you’re going to be working with Ryan on a book that they believe will be another bestseller after walking away from both him and a deal that could have resulted in multiple other bestsellers and completely cutting him and writing out of your life?”

Huh. Maybe she was engrossed in my story.

“That’s about the gist of it,” I say drily. “When you say it like that, it sounds like I’m making a huge mistake.”

“Do you feel like you’re making a mistake?”

A grumble starts low in my throat. “I don’t feel like being therapist-ized today.”

She laughs. “I’m not, I swear. I’m trying to point out that mistakes are often a matter of perception. If you perceive this as a mistake, then it likely is, and vice versa. If you think you’re not doing the right thing for your book—and, more importantly, for you—then you’ll never be able to get past that to a place where you are happy with your decision.”

I wrinkle my nose and pull at a loose thread on the pillow in my lap. “That actually makes sense.”