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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

Sure enough, his hand is on his phone in two seconds flat. “The fuck he is,” he mutters under his breath as he violently punches numbers on the keypad.

“Get me Mark,” he grumbles into the phone before looking up at the three of us with a glare.

I linger because I want to make sure this is handled, but Casey puts a hand on my shoulder. “Come on, man. He’ll take care of it.”

Nodding once in Anastasios’s direction, I pull his door shut behind me as I exit his office.

Chapter 34

Ryan

Four Years Ago

It has been exactly one year since the last time I saw Scarlett, almost to the minute. I’ve been counting. Scratching the days off with unhinged tally marks on the wall like a prisoner. It’s an exaggeration, but sometimes I feel like I might as well be. Every day feels like torture. Long and arduous, each one more bleak than the last, because with each day, I’m more sure she’s not coming back.

I used to dream of her showing up at my apartment unannounced. I’d take her into my arms and tell her everything was okay, that as long as we were together, everything would be fine.

I was angry, but not at her. Never at her. I just couldn’t understand what made her just disappear, as if she had never been there in the first place.

But she never showed up. Never answered my texts. Never sent a single word to anyone—not me or Trina. I even called Mandy and her other friends, but they hadn’t heard from her and didn’t seem like they wanted to. Mandy sounded a little upset, maybe even guilty, but wouldn’t tell me why. She just said she hoped I found her, and that was that.

I make a habit of walking by her condo every so often. Not in a creepy way. But I want to see her. I need to see her. On the anniversary of her disappearance, I take one such walk, glancing upward toward her windows as casually as I can.

Scarlett isn’t up there. Of course she’s not. But there is a red sign that makes me trip over my feet. My knees hit the concrete sidewalk with a painful smack, but I don’t even feel it.

CONDO FOR SALE, UNIT 406

Unit 406 is Scarlett’s number. She put her condo up for sale.

Is she back? Did she come back and not tell me? Has anyone heard from her? Surely someone has if her condo is for sale.

With shaking hands, I find Trina’s number in my contact list. I must look like I’ve lost it, kneeling on the sidewalk in the middle of the day, trying not to cry, but I don’t even care.