Chapters (33)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- I
- Psalm
- Knitted Thylacin
- The Cry
- Four Marys
- Psyche
- The Wolves
- Tiresias
- Horn of Plenty
- Astyanax
- Io
- II
- Philomela
- Nightingale: A Gloss
- III
- Quiver
- Gokstadt/Ganymede
- Telling the Wasps
- IV
- Marsyas
- Pasiphaë
- The Olive Tree at Vouves
- Driving to Santa Fe
- Pear
- Pythagorean
- About the Author
- Books
- Acknowledgments
- Special thanks
he’d shorn it from her: this thing
racing with him now to the kitchen where
it could kick the whole
house down, jump the fence, tear
off with him across oceans.
The white skin sagged at the neck.
Perhaps, if they took this face off, his father
would return and he could stop crying,
though when the mask came off
the boy did not stop crying: there were
powdery creases now in his father’s face,
and his skin smelled bitter, burning.
His father tossed the mask aside
and pressed his son’s face into his neck.
And still the boy did not stop crying, could not stop
seeing that wild, gray face even in sleep, and so woke
crying again the next morning, regardless
of his mother’s songs, his father’s smiles,
regardless of how his parents tried
to make a joke of it. How they laughed
and laughed, who loved him
and could not console him.
Io
Io
Of course, everyone wondered about the sex:
how Jane and she were handling it
since the bike accident last May that left her
quadriplegic. Perhaps some had always
wondered: Jane, the pretty teacher
who’d left her husband for her; she, the knob-
kneed, almond-eyed pastry chef who biked
each day to the café where she worked,
swinging her ten-speed over a shoulder just
like a boy, Jane said, delighting
in this strength, though now she couldn’t swing
a cat over her shoulder. Her arms
she can barely lift past her sides, her legs
are both there and gone, the spinal cord severed
from when the car behind her clipped
a tire, sending her face-first
into the pavement. Having learned
she’d never walk again, her own
thoughts soon gravitated to sex: nights
with Jane curled on the living room futon
they used as a couch until they gave up
all pretense and left the bed spread
open to let them move more easily
from talking to making love, the burn
of sex’s ache still vivid in her fingers, she
stunned by the fact it is not numbness now
but total feeling that defines her. Her body
is no longer the source of pleasure
but constant pain, a dim prickling
in thighs and feet, phantom
throbbings up through her pelvis,
though it is the pleasure that she mourns
most clearly: that slight dampness
to her scalp after a run, or the tightening
muscles in her legs as she stood
and pushed against the bike pedals.
She’d never known how much her body
was meant for this, trapped
inside these shrinking muscles that at times
make her feel as if she were two
women: one confined to bed
or chair, the other with her hands
still cupping Jane’s breasts. She remembers
once being read a story about a girl
taken by a god who, to shield her
from his wife’s jealousy, changed her
into a cow. The tale was meant first either