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Chapters (48)
  1. Dedication
  2. Excerpt
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter OneGLOUCESTERSHIRE, SPRING 2008
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter ThreeGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  8. Chapter FourGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  9. Chapter FiveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  10. Chapter SixGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  11. Chapter SevenGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  12. Chapter EightGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  13. Chapter NineLONDON, MARCH 2008
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter TwelveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter FifteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  20. Chapter SixteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. PART TWO
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2008
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-ThreeTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  29. Chapter Twenty-FourTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-SixTIME OUT, JUNE 2008
  32. Chapter Twenty-SevenTHE TELEGRAPH, JULY 2008
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. PART THREE
  37. Chapter Thirty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2009
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-NineGLOUCESTERSHIRE,SUMMER 2009
  46. About the Author
  47. Never Tell
  48. About the Publisher

‘Maya was a little … lost a few years ago and she did turn to religion. My father tried to help her; he introduced her to what he calls the jet-set, the children of his business colleagues, the good-time gang. He thought it would distract her from her unhappiness. He does not believe in Islam any more; he lost his faith many years ago. Only unfortunately, she met Nadif.’ He turned to his assistant. ‘An ashtray, Taalah, please.’

The girl jumped up at once. She was in awe of him; I could see that much.

I cleared my throat nervously. ‘But Maya said – she said your dad, after 9/11, that he reclaimed his faith.’

‘You can’t believe anything she says at the moment. She is a very mixed-up girl. My father was angry that all Muslims were tarred with the same brush, that’s true to say. But it didn’t mean he wanted to blow up the world, Mrs Miller. It didn’t mean he began to follow bin Laden or any other mullah.’

‘I see,’ I said quietly. I studied his face again. Handsome, smooth. Too smooth really. Pretty almost.

‘And personally I see myself as British, first and foremost. All I want is to iron out Britain’s future. The rise of the BNP, that idiot Griffin, the English Defence League, the integration of the far right into Europe’s major political parties, it’s all a disgrace in the twenty-first century, don’t you think?’

‘Yes I do. Absolutely.’

‘So, Mrs Miller,’ he switched tack, ‘I would ask that you understand Maya’s sad predicament. And that you trust her family know what is best for her.’ He held my eye and I felt a strange hypnotic quality about him, a trait that would make Ash Kattan quite brilliant as a politician. Like his father, he was mesmerising.

‘Of course.’ I thought back to the death at the manor. To Maya’s glazed eyes yesterday. ‘So what was the doctor giving her?’

‘Methadone. She is withdrawing from heroin, Mrs Miller. That is our painful truth.’

I felt a rush of embarrassment. I thought of the addicts I’d met before; of Maya’s glazed eyes. How could I have been so dense? I thought of Oxford and the Society, of my own guilt at the part I’d played. I felt old and tired; weary of this mess. I just wanted to go home.

‘I’m so sorry.’ I stood to leave. ‘It must be very difficult for you.’

‘Maya has been weakened, that is all. She has lost her way but her family are there for her.’ Ash smiled his enchanting smile again. ‘We are there to help her back on track. The devil is within us all, but we need to learn to subdue him.’