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Chapters (48)
  1. Dedication
  2. Excerpt
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter OneGLOUCESTERSHIRE, SPRING 2008
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter ThreeGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  8. Chapter FourGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  9. Chapter FiveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  10. Chapter SixGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  11. Chapter SevenGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  12. Chapter EightGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  13. Chapter NineLONDON, MARCH 2008
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter TwelveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter FifteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  20. Chapter SixteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. PART TWO
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2008
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-ThreeTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  29. Chapter Twenty-FourTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-SixTIME OUT, JUNE 2008
  32. Chapter Twenty-SevenTHE TELEGRAPH, JULY 2008
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. PART THREE
  37. Chapter Thirty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2009
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-NineGLOUCESTERSHIRE,SUMMER 2009
  46. About the Author
  47. Never Tell
  48. About the Publisher

‘I’m very worried about my sister.’ Ash turned. ‘I will be frank. Maya is not a well woman, you must understand. She is devastated by the death of her boyfriend. She is not –’ he paused, searching for the right words – ‘she is not in control, I think would be the most true thing to say.’

‘What do you mean, control?’

‘She – she has some habits that are not good for her. That is why we have asked Dr Fisher to stay at the house for a few days. To observe her.’

‘And the medicine that she takes?’ I asked.

‘Maya is – she has had some mental health problems, Mrs Miller. She is of a – of what you might call a nervous disposition.’

‘I’m sorry to hear that.’ I thought of Maya’s words about her own mother. Busy losing her mind. ‘Could you be a little more … expansive?’

‘My father would be upset that I’ve told you. He is very ashamed right now, ashamed and worried. But the truth is, Maya is an addict, Mrs Miller.’ For a second I thought Ash’s face might actually crumple. ‘My sister is truly addicted.’

The room felt stifling hot suddenly. ‘I see.’ My mind raced back to the times I’d met Maya. ‘I hadn’t realised that, I have to say. I thought she was … just broken-hearted, really. Brokenhearted and frustrated …’ I trailed off. I looked at Ash. He smiled back. He had a small black mole, almost like a beauty mark, by his mouth. He reached in his pocket, pulled out cigarettes.

‘She is broken-hearted, yes. Her boyfriend died.’

‘I know,’ I said carefully. ‘Poor Maya.’

‘But he was also the problem when he was alive.’

‘In what sense?’

‘He was also her dealer.’

‘I see.’ I considered what he’d said. ‘To be honest, I wondered if Maya had some strong political beliefs too,’ I said as casually as I could.

Ash Kattan lit a cigarette and exhaled through his perfect white teeth. ‘Such as?’ He raised an eyebrow.

‘I saw her picture, on that Islamic march in London a few weeks ago. She was on the news, wasn’t she? And she said she was … learning about the history of her country. I wondered what that meant.’

‘You wondered if that meant she might be a potential terrorist?’ Ash Kattan laughed drily. ‘Well, why not? We all have brown skin; we were born Muslim – although actually my mother was a Christian. We are the infidels, no? And I expect Maya said my father’s politics are dodgy?’

My mind was reeling back and I tried to concentrate. The levers of the deadlock were starting to slide into place – but they weren’t there yet.