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Chapters (48)
  1. Dedication
  2. Excerpt
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter OneGLOUCESTERSHIRE, SPRING 2008
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter ThreeGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  8. Chapter FourGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  9. Chapter FiveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  10. Chapter SixGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  11. Chapter SevenGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  12. Chapter EightGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  13. Chapter NineLONDON, MARCH 2008
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter TwelveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter FifteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  20. Chapter SixteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. PART TWO
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2008
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-ThreeTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  29. Chapter Twenty-FourTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-SixTIME OUT, JUNE 2008
  32. Chapter Twenty-SevenTHE TELEGRAPH, JULY 2008
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. PART THREE
  37. Chapter Thirty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2009
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-NineGLOUCESTERSHIRE,SUMMER 2009
  46. About the Author
  47. Never Tell
  48. About the Publisher

The Rasta sucked his teeth. ‘She got a temper, that one.’ He shook his head ruefully. ‘I hear her shout many a time at them bad men on the corner. You come see me if you get scared.’

The flat was immaculate but homely, kitsch even. The girl had long fair hair scraped back very hard from her bony face. She wore a kimono covered in delicate butterflies, out of which her long thin hands protruded like small spades, too heavy for her wrists. The coffee that was brewing smelled delicious and I realised how hungry I was.

‘Thank you.’ I took the scalding cup. ‘Nice place.’

She yawned widely. ‘What do you want?’

‘So you were friends with Katya?’

‘Katya?’ She looked at me and her tone was accusatory. ‘She died in your house. That is strange, no?’

‘Not really strange. Tragic, I think is probably a better word.’

‘Are you saying my English is not good?’

‘God, no, not at all.’ I was flustered. ‘I just – it was a terrible accident.’

‘Was it?’ she said flatly.

I stared at her. ‘What do you mean?’

‘I knew something like this would happen.’

‘Did you?’ My heart was starting to race painfully. ‘How? I mean, we just hired her for the party. For James and Liam’s party.’

‘And you, you are married to James Miller?’

‘Yes,’ I mumbled. She made me bizarrely nervous, this thin, cross girl.

‘Well, you should ask him then.’

‘He’s in prison. That’s why I’m here. He’s in a lot of trouble, and I’m trying to understand why.’

She sniffed disdainfully and spoke in a language I didn’t understand.

‘Look, please.’ I put my hand on her arm. For the first time in a long while, I felt like maybe I was near the truth. ‘Please, you must tell me what you know. I don’t even know where Katya came from. What country, anything.’

‘What country?’ She screwed up her face. ‘What do you mean?’

‘Was she Polish, like you?’

‘I am from Russia, actually. And she – she was from your country.’

‘What?’ I stared at her without comprehending. ‘My—But, her name and—’

‘Kate.’

‘But I thought—’

‘Katya is just for the act. More – exotic, I guess. Katya the Flying Angel.’

Kate, from my country. Alarm bells began to ring somewhere far off. ‘Christ. You’re sure?’

‘Sure I’m sure.’ On the shelf behind Lana was a photo of her and another woman, arms round each other, smiling into the camera on a summer’s day. Katya was older than I’d realised; I’d only really registered her in all her stage finery, thick make-up slathered on. I looked closely at the wholesome scrubbed face, the cropped pixie-cut, the beaming smile and my world suddenly seemed very small. I felt my chest constrict until breathing seemed difficult.