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Chapters (48)
  1. Dedication
  2. Excerpt
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter OneGLOUCESTERSHIRE, SPRING 2008
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter ThreeGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  8. Chapter FourGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  9. Chapter FiveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  10. Chapter SixGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  11. Chapter SevenGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  12. Chapter EightGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  13. Chapter NineLONDON, MARCH 2008
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter TwelveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter FifteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  20. Chapter SixteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. PART TWO
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2008
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-ThreeTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  29. Chapter Twenty-FourTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-SixTIME OUT, JUNE 2008
  32. Chapter Twenty-SevenTHE TELEGRAPH, JULY 2008
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. PART THREE
  37. Chapter Thirty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2009
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-NineGLOUCESTERSHIRE,SUMMER 2009
  46. About the Author
  47. Never Tell
  48. About the Publisher

‘Yes of course. Katya.’

‘I can give you an address. She lived with this foreign bird somewhere south of the river. Pole dancer, I think. Bit moody, Lana, but she’s all right. I expect she’ll know a bit more about her. Right pally, they were. Have you got a pen?’

I wrote the address down.

‘Only, Rose,’ Star was whispering now. ‘Can you not tell her, or Liam, who gave you the address?’

‘Why don’t you want him to know?’ I asked slowly.

‘Oh, you know,’ she was still so upbeat, ‘he don’t like me getting involved with the club. You know, business affairs, and that.’ She yawned. ‘Right then. I’m off to bed. Night night.’

‘Last favour, Jen, I swear.’ I wrapped the bobble round the end of Alicia’s plait, and kissed the back of her head. She was so skinny, her little shoulder blades jutted like the stubs of angel-wings from her narrow back.

Jen sighed. ‘It’s not that I mind having them.’ She widened her eyes, subtly indicating the kids. ‘I love it. Not least because it reminds me why I’m not ready to have any of my own.’

‘Jen!’

‘Joking, obviously.’ It wasn’t obvious. ‘But I just wonder – I mean, do you know what you’re doing?’

‘Of course.’ I didn’t. ‘You’re talking to the woman who staked out Arafat for a week until he gave me an interview, remember? This is just – stuff. Trying to help James.’

Trying to help myself too. Needing to know the truth.

‘It’s fine. Really. Just be careful, for God’s sake.’

‘It’s London, Jen, not Gaza. And when I get back,’ I looked at the twins’ blond heads, faces turned up like flowers to the sun of the television screen, where the immortal Scooby Doo ran from the baddies as he had done since my own childhood, ‘we’ll go and get pizza, shall we? My treat.’

Gaza it might not have been, but this part of Brixton was a dive. The road was run-down, bins overflowing, several buildings with smashed windows badly boarded. The house I needed was smart by comparison, the first-floor flat sporting beautiful window-boxes filled with violets and daisies, though the wheel-less pram in the front garden slightly ruined the effect.

I rang the doorbell insistently, but there was no answer. A middle-aged Rasta with an enormous hat and a small mongrel in tow rounded the corner. ‘She never up before midday.’ He winked at me. ‘Fancy a brew while you waiting?’

I looked at him, at his calm face, and I smiled. ‘That’s really kind but I don’t have much time.’ I buzzed again.

A cross voice suddenly floated out of the intercom. ‘Yes?’

‘Lana? I left you a message this morning. Rose Miller, the – er – the club gave me your number.’

There was a pause.

‘Please, Lana. It’s really important.’

A sigh. ‘Hang on.’