Back Never Look Back
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. Thirty-Two
  35. Thirty-Three
  36. Thirty-Four
  37. Thirty-Five
  38. Thirty-Six
  39. Thirty-Seven
  40. Thirty-Eight
  41. Thirty-Nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-One
  44. Forty-Two
  45. Forty-Three
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Also by Alison Gaylin
  51. About the Publisher

HER NAME WAS Nicola Crane, and Quentin followed her in his identical rental car to Ruby’s Diner—a place with Formica tables and orange vinyl booths and waterproof menus thick as doctoral theses. In snooty Tarry Ridge, this place stuck out like a dollar bill in a stack of hundreds, and it made Quentin like Nicola Crane for choosing it. They sat across from each other at a booth next to a window and exchanged business cards—Nicola’s consisted of her name, a phone number, and a P.O. box in Philadelphia—and quickly dove into the menus. “I think I may eat every meal here from now on,” Quentin said.

Nicola smiled. “You could do worse.” She pushed her menu aside. “I’ve been spending a lot of time here, since . . . well, for the past two days.”

The waitress sauntered up to the table—a bored blond teenage girl who wore a Breitling watch with her polyester uniform. “What can I get you two?” she said, flatly, “you two” clearly a feeble attempt to sound homey and welcoming.

Quentin guessed she was a rich Tarry Ridge high schooler, and the summer job was some sort of bug up her parents’ collective ass having to do with learning the value of a dollar. “What would you recommend?” Quentin said.

She yawned. “Everything’s okay.”

Quentin ordered a stack of blueberry pancakes, a side of turkey bacon, and coffee. Nicola asked for coffee and cinnamon raisin toast, with cream cheese and strawberry jam.

The waitress smiled at her. “That’s what you ordered last time,” she said.

“Comfort food.”

When the waitress left, Nicola said, “So . . . is your podcast about Mitchell’s work in psychotherapy?”

“Not exactly.” Quentin took a sip of his water. “This is going to be a little hard to explain.”

The waitress returned with their cups of coffee, a creamer, and a stack of sugar packets. Nicola poured around five fingers of cream into her cup, stirred it in.

Quentin waited until the waitress had left before he spoke. “I’m doing a podcast on the Cooper/LeRoy murders.”

She took a delicate sip of coffee. If the names were in any way familiar beyond their historical significance, it didn’t show on her face. “You spoke to Mitchell as an expert, then? I know he did quite a bit of research on mass murderers when he was working on Wards Island.”

“No, ma’am,” Quentin said. “I was asking him about Renee.”

Nicola’s eyes widened. “Pardon?”

“I’m not telling many people about this. Not yet. But you seem like you might be able to solve this for me.”

“Solve?”