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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. Thirty-Two
  35. Thirty-Three
  36. Thirty-Four
  37. Thirty-Five
  38. Thirty-Six
  39. Thirty-Seven
  40. Thirty-Eight
  41. Thirty-Nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-One
  44. Forty-Two
  45. Forty-Three
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Also by Alison Gaylin
  51. About the Publisher

We can’t get caught. We won’t get caught. We’ll keep moving forward and we won’t look back and I’ll never again think about what we’ve left behind.

Here’s what we have with us: The stolen prom dress. Ed Hart’s wallet, which still has some cash in it. In the trunk, a duffel bag full of Ed Hart’s things: clothes that don’t fit either one of us, some props from the shows he’d worked on, a decent-looking transistor radio, two stereo speakers, and a watch Gabriel says is expensive. Also in the trunk: a six-pack of Coke; two bags of Lay’s potato

Oh my God there’s a cop car following us. We just exited the freeway and he followed us off the off-ramp, a right turn, a left turn, and now he’s flashing his lights. Drive faster, Gabriel. Don’t look back. But he won’t listen to me. DRIVE FASTER GABRIEL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DRIVE AWAY!!!!!

We’re on a quiet street now and Gabriel is pulling over. The cop car pulls over too. It’s so dark outside, I can barely see my writing on this page. I ask Gabriel what he thinks he’s doing. He shushes me. He tells me to keep writing my song, which makes me feel sad for him. I am quiet and now the whole car is quiet. There’s nothing in the world but the two of us and the flashing lights and the slam of the police car’s door.

Gabriel just told me to get ready—I don’t know what for. I think of home, of Hollywood. Of anywhere but here.

Twenty-Two

Robin

MORASCO WAS AT Robin’s house less than twenty minutes after she called. As soon as he came through the door, she and Eric showed him the text. “I know who Quentin Garrison is, but I don’t understand,” he said.

They told him everything, starting with that first phone call she’d received at work, leaving nothing out—well, nothing as far as Quentin Garrison was concerned. The old Polaroid of Robin’s mother stayed hidden, as did any dim suspicion either one of them had that Garrison may have been onto something. Through it all, Morasco watched them, his jaw flexing—an attempt, Robin thought, to maintain a poker face.

When they were more or less through, Morasco said, “Any idea why he believed that your mother had a connection to April Cooper?”

Eric jumped in before Robin could say anything. “There was a video of her on Robin’s site back in May. It got a lot of views. Maybe it was something she said, the way she looked.”

“So . . . You think he could be obsessed?”