Back Never Look Back
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. Thirty-Two
  35. Thirty-Three
  36. Thirty-Four
  37. Thirty-Five
  38. Thirty-Six
  39. Thirty-Seven
  40. Thirty-Eight
  41. Thirty-Nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-One
  44. Forty-Two
  45. Forty-Three
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Also by Alison Gaylin
  51. About the Publisher

“Okay,” he said quickly. “Okay, look. You have my number on your caller ID. Can you call me back when you’re free to talk?”

“I don’t know. I’m really busy.”

“You can call late if you want. I’m still on West Coast time.”

“I’ll think about it.”

“Can you at least do me one favor?”

“I have to go, Quentin.”

“Ask your mother about April Cooper. Ask her if she’s ever heard of her.”

“I have to go.” Robin slammed down the phone, her cheeks burning. The words had come out louder than expected. She could feel eyes on her, Jill gesturing at her dramatically, the phone still in her hand from the Thai order, mouthing, Are you okay?

“Publicist,” Robin said, affecting an eye roll. As she stood up and started for Eileen’s office, she could still feel the phone in her hand, his voice in her ear, her pulse in the tips of her fingers. And that tingling, as though there were something horrible taking place just out of her eyeshot and if she turned ever so slightly, just enough to catch a glimpse . . .

“Shitty publicist,” Michael said.

Robin forced out a laugh. “Right?” She had to shake this off. She was worked up. Emotional. It had to be hormones. Or a chemical imbalance. She’d been on meds for a short time as a teen—low-dose Valium to calm her. Ritalin to help her focus. A rarity in her neighborhood back in those days, but not when your dad was a psychiatrist. Maybe she needed a similar combo now, in early middle age. Maybe she should ask her father for the name of a good shrink . . .

No. What she needed was a decent night’s sleep. Robin had terrible insomnia lately, and it was taking its toll. Obviously.

Quentin Garrison was mistaken. Robin’s mother was a housewife from Tarry Ridge who baked pies and volunteered at the hospital and had once nursed a baby bird back to life. She’d been married and a mother for nearly as long as she’d been alive. What would she know about the Inland Empire Killers, whoever they were?

Robin gripped the back of her chair, hoping no one was watching her. She took a steadying breath and headed for Eileen’s office feeling better, but still . . . Still.

There was one thing she couldn’t shake off. That name. April Cooper. She’d heard it before.

“WHAT I’M TRYING to say is, I’m worried for your safety,” Eileen said.

Robin was in her office, holding a cup of French press coffee, Eileen’s “secret stash” as she called it—they both hated the crappy breakroom coffee. “Like the old song says . . .”

“Stop.”

“Come on, Eileen.”

“I mean it, Robin,” said Eileen, who had just finished reading Robin’s column about the Magnificent Seven reboot. “This is a legitimate concern.”