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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. Thirty-Two
  35. Thirty-Three
  36. Thirty-Four
  37. Thirty-Five
  38. Thirty-Six
  39. Thirty-Seven
  40. Thirty-Eight
  41. Thirty-Nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-One
  44. Forty-Two
  45. Forty-Three
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Also by Alison Gaylin
  51. About the Publisher

Robin wasn’t anything like what Summer had expected. She was tanned and easygoing and didn’t seem traumatized at all. Grief hit everyone in different ways, Summer supposed. And when the people you’re mourning are as complicated as Robin’s parents, moving three thousand miles away from the scene of the crime is probably the healthiest thing you can do. Robin was smiling now, a perfect California girl, her big sunglasses glinting. “I have a dog—a yellow lab that used to belong to my aunt. I think that’s pretty much all the family I need.”

“What about your mom?” Summer said. “How do you feel about her now?”

“I feel like she was someone who did a lot of bad things. But she knew it. And she spent her whole life trying to make up for them. I mean, you compare that to my ex-husband, who . . . okay, he didn’t kill anybody but he did a really shitty thing. And all he says is, ‘I’m going to quit my job soon.’ You think that poor woman who lost her entire livelihood because of him gives a shit whether or not he’s adding to his 401(k)?” Robin took a breath. “Wow. Let’s make that last bit off the record.”

“Sure.” Summer took a swig from her thermos of water, and Robin did the same, composing herself. “After she married my dad,” she said, “my mom spent close to ten years, and with two different private investigators, trying to track down her little sister. Did it without his knowledge, apparently. And when she finally found her—a deeply unhappy kid, on her third or fourth foster home—she flew her out to New York, took her in, and tried to convince my dad to let her live with us.”

“But he said no,” Summer said.

“Dad was a shrink,” she said. “Apparently, he knew crazy when he saw it.”

“Yes.”

“Still, though. He paid Jenny’s rent for more than five years out in Los Angeles. Recommended her to the Police Academy out there.” She picked at a nail. “Jenny never told me that.”

“They did some good things, your parents.”

She nodded.

“People are complicated.”

“Families are complicated.”