Back Never Look Back
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. Thirty-Two
  35. Thirty-Three
  36. Thirty-Four
  37. Thirty-Five
  38. Thirty-Six
  39. Thirty-Seven
  40. Thirty-Eight
  41. Thirty-Nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-One
  44. Forty-Two
  45. Forty-Three
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Book
  50. Also by Alison Gaylin
  51. About the Publisher

“Because I don’t want them expending a bunch of their time and energy trying to prove it was your mother who was responsible for the shooting,” he said. “Because I want them to catch the real killer.”

She wasn’t sure she’d ever loved him more.

“Have you talked to Garrison? I mean . . . since the shootings?”

Robin stared at him, all of it dawning on her . . . “I was supposed to.” She made for the counter. Unplugged her phone from the charger and clicked on her recent calls. Quentin Garrison’s number was near the top. She clicked on it. Called him again. “I was supposed to meet him at the hospital this morning,” she said. “He never showed up.”

The call went to Quentin’s voice mail. Mailbox full, the voice said. Strange. When she turned around, Eric had grabbed her laptop off the counter and was tapping away. “What are you doing?”

“You remember Dave Nixon?”

“Who?”

“We booked him to be a special guest on Anger Management about a year ago—he was part of true crime week. Shawn was trying to hop on the whole Making a Murderer thing, remember?”

“Not really.”

He sighed. “I might not have mentioned it to you.”

“You might not.”

Eric pressed on. “Dave Nixon’s wife was killed in a hit-and-run, back in the 1990s. Unsolved. We did a one-on-one interview, but we never wound up airing it.”

“Why?”

“Dave was unhinged. He wanted to track down his wife’s killer so that he could get revenge. He said, ‘Pain like this is a cancer. It doesn’t die until you kill what’s causing it.’”

“Scary.”

“Incredibly.” He cleared his throat. “I talked to Shawn and we wound up deciding not to air the interview. We realized we were feeding into this guy’s obsession, that it was dangerous. And if we encouraged him in any way, we’d be potentially responsible for a murder.” Eric’s eyes drilled into hers.

“Why are you telling me this?”

“Because I think Quentin Garrison might be something more dangerous than a dirty journalist,” he said. “I think he might be utterly sincere in his beliefs.”

“Like Dave Nixon,” she said.

“Yes.” He brought the laptop to her. On the screen was a page from KAMC’s website, the words CALLS FOR SOURCES at the top. There were several short posts beneath, reporters asking “listeners and others in the know” to call various tiplines for podcasts-in-progress. “Look at the fourth one down,” Eric said.

The post had been dated six months earlier. Robin read it aloud, the back of her neck tingling. “Every day of my life, I suffer the pain that these two killers inflicted . . .”

Robin looked up at Eric. “Quentin Garrison sounded normal over the phone.”