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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

Thanks to Hollywood, she imagined that most people who lived in LA must be hugely successful and regularly hang out with the rich and famous. If Mum did marry Ellis and Lucas became Martha and Willow’s stepbrother, would he invite them all to visit him one day? Again, thanks to Hollywood, Willow pictured him owning a fabulous house with a pool in which she could dangle her toes while sipping a cocktail against a backdrop of the Hollywood Hills.

She was probably being silly, falling for an absurd stereotypical illusion, in the same way that she wanted to believe that all Parisians lived in charming old apartments with tiny balconies looking out towards the Eiffel Tower. But then as a romantic idealist, she had always found dreams were so much nicer than reality.

Just as the reality of being pregnant was a long way from the glossy version she had seen in a magazine Rick had bought home for her. All those sparkly-eyed mothers-to-be with their hair tied back in sleek ponytails as they posed for the camera with their swelling bodies pushing against the Lycra of their yoga outfits.

Yoga and skin-tight Lycra couldn’t be further from Willow’s mind. Now that the nausea had passed, she was dogged by extreme lethargy. Given the chance, she could easily sleep sixteen hours a day. Ironically, and even though Martha was seven weeks behind Willow with her pregnancy, she had already gone through a stage of constantly feeling tired, but now, so she said, her usual energy levels had returned. Hopefully the same would happen to Willow.

Every time Willow yawned, Rick would urge her to give up her job. Sometimes she was tempted to do just that, but then she would think of being alone all day in that spotless apartment with nothing to do. It was a shame she couldn’t hibernate somewhere warm and cosy like a tortoise did and wake up when the baby was due.

Apart from wanting to sleep and sleep, she had developed a massive craving for salt and vinegar crisps. Ever since the day of the fête down at Mum’s, she’d had a hankering for them. She was eating three or four packets a day. Usually at work so that Rick didn’t know. If he did, he’d go on about the high levels of fat and salt she was consuming. Bless him, he kept making energy-boosting health drinks for her to take to work. Some of which were disgusting. Kale had no place in a drink in her view. Nor did beetroot.

On the Monday after being down at Mum’s, Willow had met up with her friend Lucy and shared with her that she was pregnant. With Lucy being further down the pregnancy track than she was, Willow had been looking forward to sharing some of her worries with her friend, in the hope that she would be able to put her mind at rest. But that very evening after they’d been together for lunch, poor Lucy had had a miscarriage. There had been no warning, just awful stomach cramps that had Simon rushing her to hospital. But there was nothing that could be done to save the baby. Knowing how excited they had been at becoming parents, Willow was devastated for her friends. When she’d told Rick about it, he’d hugged her tight and told her not to worry.