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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

‘That sounds like a good idea to me, Willow,’ said Mum. ‘You girls and I can put our feet up and enjoy a slice of that cake I made.’

‘Well, I for one could murder a beer,’ said Rick approvingly.

Tom and Ellis looked less keen; perhaps Tom was anxious he’d miss out on Mum’s chocolate cake.

But Martha urged him to go. ‘Go on,’ she said, ‘go and enjoy some non-baby talk. Because that’s what we’ll be doing for the rest of the evening.’

‘Bring me back some salt and vinegar crisps,’ Willow called to Rick as they parted company.

‘I have crisps at home,’ said Mum.

‘But they’ll be those Kettle crisps. Or those healthy baked vegetable ones, which never quite hit the spot.’

‘I thought you liked them?’

‘Nothing beats a proper salt and vinegar crisp, Mum. Nothing.’ ‘Especially when you’re pregnant,’ said Martha with a smile. ‘I’ll make a note of that,’ Mum said, linking her arms through Willow’s and Martha’s as they continued walking home.

It made Willow think of the day when they had walked to St Saviour’s for Dad’s funeral service. When it was over, and sitting in painful silence in the back of a large black car that smelt cloyingly of pine, they had followed behind the hearse that carried Dad’s body to the crematorium in Chichester.

She could not say hand-on-heart that she had loved her father, certainly not in the same way that Martha or Mum had, but his death had saddened Willow. Perhaps because she hated to see her sister so upset, their mother too.

Willow had always been conscious that she could never please her father the way Martha did. In fact, the last time she had seen him he’d had a go at her for not sticking at yet another job.

‘You don’t stick at anything, do you, Willow?’ he’d said. ‘For the life of me I don’t understand your mindset. Is it because you always think you can drift back home if things get really bad? Because let me tell you, you’ll get nowhere in life thinking like that. You have to accept that you need to stand on your own two feet. You have to take responsibility for yourself. Like Martha.’

It had taken him longer than usual to get to those two little words. Like Martha. They had been flung at her for as long as she could remember; the constant comparison to her big sister. Willow never blamed Martha for being the poster-girl for perfection. She had only to imagine herself in her sister’s shoes and think how hard it must be to be so perfect – the one who always studied hard and achieved A-stars for everything – for her to be glad she was the very imperfect sister.

No, not for a single minute did Willow resent Martha for being the apple of their father’s eye. Goodness, she was far happier being the also-ran of the family, when nothing was really expected of her.