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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

An all-American boy. But had she done wrong? she asked herself for the thousandth time. She had gone to the Chandlers to defend her son’s heritage, but hadn’t she robbed him of that far more fully than any schoolboy insult could? Karim knew nothing of his nationality.

As for religion, there were mosques in Boston, but she had never taken him to one. She had taught him a little about Islam—but a little about other religions, as well. Then there was his personal birthright: he was a royal prince, yet far from knowing that, he did not even know his true father.

She had enrolled Karim in the prestigious Commonwealth School, which, ironically, accepted him readily because it was hungry for “minority” students. But she understood that, in some way, this was a concession to the remnants of her aristocratic memories and fantasies. Karim had no such illusions.

Someday, she would tell him the truth, she promised herself. Meanwhile, what was the point in questioning herself this way? She had done what she had to, and it was done.

“What do you think, kiddo?” she said, trying to shake off the mood. “Should we stop by the bookstore and see if they have any new puzzles?” Karim shared her passion for large, fiendishly difficult jigsaw puzzles. She liked to think that it meant their intellects were alike, attuned to solving problems.

“Can we order a pizza, too?” Karim asked eagerly. “Great idea.”

And just like that, for the moment at least, the distance was gone; he was her little boy again. They were Jenna and Karim, together against the world.

28. Genevieve

Genevieve

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Wednesdays were a challenge because of Jenna’s three afternoon patients. It wasn’t that their problems were especially tricky, although Colleen Dowd’s was certainly difficult. The trouble was that Jenna personally liked all three women and found it hard to maintain objectivity.

Colleen Dowd was forty-five, several years divorced, no children. She suffered from agoraphobia.

The term, a combination of Greek words meaning “fear of the market- place,” had once signified an irrational fear of open places. Now it was applied to a spectrum of phobic reactions to various circumstances, which usually involved being out of one’s accustomed sphere. Colleen had panic attacks whenever she went more than a short distance from home.

Over the years, she had circumscribed her life ever more tightly to avoid them, even relocating her business to a storefront on the same block of Hanover Street as her apartment. At her first appointment, she had been triumphant at having accomplished the short cab ride to Jenna’s office. Ironically, she was a travel agent.

Barbara Aston presented a quite different set of problems. She was an alcoholic who also depended heavily on prescription drugs, especially Vali- um—a dangerous combination. She was also addicted—the word was quite accurate—to cosmetic surgery.

At forty-three, in a desperate effort to stay thin and young for fear of losing the husband she professed to adore, she had already undergone a dozen procedures ranging from breast implants to a facelift, and from a tummy tuck to two separate nose jobs.