Back Mirage
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

He looked confused, then nodded. “I’d forgotten how late you wean in al-Remal.”

“Bring him something sweet, if you can. He eats solid food, too, you know.” He came back in twenty minutes with bread, cheese, kabobs, and a thermos of coffee. There was a cup of honeyed yogurt for Karim. “Maku,” said Philippe. “Do you know what it means?” “How would I?”

“The story goes that in ancient times a general had to move his army by night. They marched by moonlight until they came to this place, where the mountains, that cliff there, blocked the sky. The army was stumbling around, disintegrating, in pitch blackness, and the general cried out, Maku? Maku?’. It means ‘Where is the moon?’”

“Where did you hear this?”

“It’s well known among civilized people everywhere—although it obviously hasn’t reached al-Remal yet.” He grinned. “Actually, I’ve been here before, here and across the border, in Turkey. Long ago, when I was very idealistic, fresh from medical school. It was the usual horror: an earthquake followed by an epidemic. I was here for the epidemic.” He gazed into the distance. “Death isn’t the enemy,” he said unexpectedly. “Death will always be there. What wears one down is the weight of ignorance, as massive as that mountain above us. Cholera everywhere: ‘What measures have you taken?’ ‘Oh, we’re eating garlic.’ A child wasting away with diarrhea: ‘I put a charred peach pit in his navel, Your Honor, but he doesn’t get better, by God’s will.’ I’m sure it hasn’t changed a centime’s worth all these years later.”

“Neither have you, my friend. You’re still the idealist. And still young,” she added, because in the growing light, his weary face did not look young at all.

“Hah! So young that I’m going to need another of these to get me to the border.” He took out a pill and swallowed it with coffee. “We’re only half an hour away. Don’t worry, nothing’s going to happen. They may ask me some routine questions, but they rarely question women. Don’t worry about Karim, either. If he calls me Uncle Philippe, no one at the border will know it doesn’t mean ‘Daddy’ in French.” He started the Land Rover and winked at her. “Allons-y.”

As they came out of the valley, a high mountain capped with snow came into view, bright as a bride in the sunrise.

“Ararat,” said Philippe. “Noah’s Ark.”

Amira nodded. She was familiar with the story.