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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Whatever his intention, he failed in it: at the last split second, Laila turned her head as if searching for someone—Amira could swear she looked directly at Malik—and the stone struck a glancing blow.

Blood gushed. Laila sagged, straightened, shaking her head as if to clear it.

And then came a sound like the snarl of a vicious dog unchained.

The crowd surged forward, almost fighting one another to get at the rock pile. Suddenly, the stones were flying as thickly as a flock of frightened white birds in the square. To Amira’s horror, the women were the fiercest executioners, screaming curses as they threw, then scurrying to grab another stone.

For a few seconds, Laila twisted, first to one side, then the other, as if trying to avoid her unseen attackers; then she collapsed in her bindings, the rocks thudding into her body, knocking her head loosely, sickeningly, from side to side. It ended as abruptly as a desert thunderstorm, a last stray stone rattling across the baked earth.

A man came out of the prison. He applied a stethoscope to Laila’s battered chest and nodded to a group of guards. Quickly, they carried the body back into the prison, without even wrapping it. Somehow, that final indignity tore at Ami- ra’s heart. Was Laila not to have a decent burial?

The crowd melted away, the angry roar muted now. Still holding Malik’s hand, as young men often did, Amira led him away from the square. His eyes were blank, unseeing; he moved like an automaton. When they reached the car, she released him. Pressing her hands against her cold, clammy skin, she doubled over, vomiting into the dust.

Malik seemed not to notice. Staring straight ahead, he turned the key in the ignition; the car lurched forward, then careened into the road as Malik floored the accelerator. On the drive home, he spoke only once, his face sculpted in cold fury.

“Never again. I swear it.”

3. Malik

Malik

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The plane banked, one wing pointing to pure blue sky, the other to khaki desert. Sky and desert. Al-Remal. One night in Marseilles—in a smoky cafe crowded with seamen and the occasional tourist in search of “atmosphere”—a business acquaintance of Malik’s, a middle-aged American well advanced in drink, had become sentimental and sententious. “I’m gonna tell you young fellas something,” he informed the group around the table. “You’re all away from home and think you’re going to make a pile of money and go back in style. But you can’t. You can’t go home again. A famous writer said that. I forget who, but truer words were never spoken.”

“What does it mean?” Malik asked. In all honesty, the remark made no sense to him.

“It means you can’t go home again, damn it, no matter how much you might want to.” The drinker reiterated that the quotation was from a famous writer, also an American apparently, and attempted to explain its meaning for himself, personally. It still made no sense.