Back Mirage
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Jenna intuited a certain distance between them, something in their body language. Perhaps they had argued over Josh’s behavior.

“So, you’re a psychologist,” said Cameron. “Yes.”

“Of course!” said Carolyn, suddenly animated. “That’s who you are! Why didn’t I make the connection?”

“Who?” said Jenna, almost afraid to ask.

“You have a book out, don’t you?” Carolyn bubbled on. “I’ve been meaning to buy it. I saw a very nice review of it somewhere. Ancient …”

“Ancient Chains Jenna said with relief. “I’ll bring you a copy if you’d like.” The book had been a sweet surprise. A reworking of her doctoral dissertation, it had been published in a print run of a thousand by a small university press in the Midwest. There it might have died like countless other scholarly monographs except for a brief but very positive notice in the New York Times Book Review. Now it had sold thirty thousand copies, and there was talk of a paperback.

“Chains,” said Cameron. “Sounds kinky.”

“Some of my colleagues agree—too Jungian. The publishers chose the title.” “What’s it about?”

Jenna sighed. “The relationship, in psychological terms, between male dominance mechanisms and female survival strategies in selected cultures over time.”

“Yow!” said Cameron. “Does it come with English subtitles?”

Even Jenna had to laugh. “Sorry. It’s hard to explain in one sentence. Let’s just say it’s about the ways women have adapted to various forms of discrimination and abuse.”

“A hot topic,” said Cameron. “Hot enough to send me back to the liquor cabinet. Get you anything?” He didn’t ask Carolyn.

“No, thank you. Actually, I’d better be going. I’ve taken up a lot of your time.”

The Chandlers made conventional protests. Carolyn walked her out. Under a backyard goal, the boys were playing one-on-one, to all appearances best friends. Jenna watched for a moment. She knew nothing about basketball, but it was obvious that Josh’s size was a great advantage, which Karim countered with agility and deception. Where had he learned all those feints and fakes, clever little lies told by the body? She shrugged off a shiver. The quick knife in the night in Alexandria.

Walking home, she glanced sidelong at her son. Love and sadness welled in her; he was growing up so fast! Only yesterday, he had been a baby. Then, in those first years when they were learning a new world together, they had been as close as two people can be. And now—too soon!—she could sense the beginnings of distance between them; already in his face, with its heartbreaking black eye and its newfound secrecy, there was the outline of the man to come. She reached out and tousled his hair. He squirmed away but grinned. It was an American moment, she thought, like a snippet from some TV commercial. In al-Remal, a mother wouldn’t treat a male child so familiarly, not at Karim’s age. But, of course, Karim knew nothing about that. He was an American. She was one herself—or nearly one. My God, she had even become a Red Sox fan. Her English carried hardly a trace of accent, and most of that vaguely Dutch, from Miss Vanderbeek. Karim had an accent, too: pure Boston.