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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

How could he imagine anything could happen with April? She’s beautiful, clever, kind, gifted. He’s Will Parks: a loser with thoughts of hitting on his brother’s girl; a wimp who licked a man’s shitty shoes rather than risk a fight; a sex pest who tugs himself off to holiday selfies.

A love story? What was he thinking?

‘Don’t look so sad,’ Nain says. ‘I can’t bear it, Wilbo.’

Will looks up from the bed to see his mum has left the room. ‘Can I ask you something?’

‘Anything,’ she says, her face lighting up. She wriggles to get comfortable. ‘Let’s talk about art, creative stuff, ideas! I’m tired of talking about who’s going to put the bloody bins out while I’m in here.’

‘Just something else first,’ Will says, feeling the same sense of stupidity wash over him as when he spoke to Danny. ‘How did you know about the library, Nain?’

‘Gosh, who told me? Someone did. Told me to go outside. I could see the smoke and the flashes from the back garden. Terrible.’

‘Not on the day it happened, Nain. You told me about it before. At my birthday. You knew it was going to happen.’

She smiles, but Will’s sure she’s not digesting what he’s saying.

‘You said about it burning down.’

‘Awful, wasn’t it? All those books. Shame.’

‘That’s what you were saying. Don’t you remember?’

‘Oh, I remember it all right.’

‘Who told you, Nain. How did you know?’

‘Who told me? Wasn’t it you?’

‘No.’

‘Well, it can’t have been, can it? Or you wouldn’t be asking me. Someone did. And I went out in the garden, and the smoke! The flames! Like it was right in front of me. Terrible!’

‘Don’t get her excited,’ Will’s mum says in a loud whisper, stepping back inside. ‘She’s had a heart attack, for Christ’s sake.’

‘We were talking about that awful fire,’ Nain says.

Just let it go, man, Will tells himself. Fucking let it go, you absolute dick. Think about something else.

His pointless enquiries are still making him cringe as he waits at the bus stop outside the hospital an hour later. The doctor is with Nain and Will has reluctantly agreed to go home. Outside the ward, it’s like the fresh air has woken him from a daydream, making him confront the things he’d been wondering this week, the daylight illuminating all the silly details.

A coincidence, Will tells himself once again. No more debate to be had.