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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

It’s a picture of the front at Ebbswick, shot from the marshes. There’s some overgrown shrubbery in the foreground, a few people walking on the beach, a full moon just about visible out over the sea.

‘What have these two pictures got in common, do you think?’

There’s silence as everyone studies them in detail.

‘Wow!’ April says. ‘They’re the same thing!’

‘Bingo!’ Ms Calloway says. Even Alfie looks intrigued as she points with a pencil to the bottom corner of the boring photo. ‘Here’s the dandelion, if you look close enough. And up here, there’s your full moon. Same scene, same time. Just a different way of composing the shot.’

Will feels a tingling in the back of his neck, and an urgency to be out taking pictures.

‘This dull picture,’ Ms Calloway says, ‘is, I fear, how most of us see the world. We’re surrounded by beauty, and we walk around like these folks on the beach, asking, “Where’s the beauty?” And we think we’ll find it if we just see more of the world, when actually maybe we need to see less of the world. This big, bland photo is just ordinariness, but it’s made up of a million extraordinary details.’

‘Deep,’ mumbles Alfie, pretending to take the piss but clearly as enthralled as everyone else.

‘If you dare to believe it’s there,’ Ms Calloway says, ‘if you really look for it, you won’t believe the magic you’ll find going on around us.’ She stares at each of her students in turn as she says it, Will feeling her gaze burning into him when she reaches him. ‘So there’s your assignment, peeps. One picture of one tiny, heart-stopping detail. You have the season on your side as well: harvest moons, long tides. Orange leaves and frosts before long.’

The class is quiet, the silence only spoiled by the squeaking of rocking seats.

‘All so pensive. Any questions?’

‘Yes!’ Alfie snaps, leaning forward. ‘Just one.’

‘All ears, Alfie.’

‘What the hell are these chairs all about?’

‘I’ve no idea,’ she says, her shaking head setting off an oscillation in her own. ‘An attempt by our headteacher to appear cool to visitors, I fear.’

Alfie turns to Kris, who’s chewing at the arm of his oblong glasses. ‘Are they something to do with you, Tring?’

‘What you talking about?’

‘Did you design these chairs, Tring?’

‘Fuck off, Alfie.’

‘You did! You designed the shitty cool chairs, didn’t you?’

Will looks at Kris, at his slicked back hair, his uber-cool specs, his tight trousers and winkle-picker shoes. It is impossible to imagine someone looking more like a designer of minimalist furniture. Will explodes with laughter. He laughs so hard it hurts to breathe.