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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Personae
  4. I: Early Days
  5. One. Control
  6. Two. Doubt
  7. Three. Fate
  8. Four. Same
  9. Five. Fine Arts
  10. Six. In Loco Parentis
  11. Seven. Settling
  12. Eight. Neighbors
  13. Nine. Prospects
  14. Ten. The Lucky
  15. Eleven. Instruction
  16. Twelve. Same
  17. Thirteen. This Is a Pipe
  18. Fourteen. This Is Not a Pipe
  19. Fifteen. The Reason
  20. Sixteen. That Person
  21. Seventeen. Predictably
  22. II: Writing Teacher
  23. Eighteen. Early Poems
  24. Nineteen. Motivation
  25. Twenty. Allegory
  26. Twenty-One. Grief
  27. Twenty-Two. A Portrait
  28. Twenty-Three. Veils
  29. Twenty-Four. Soft Power
  30. Twenty-Five. Lists
  31. Twenty-Six. A Break
  32. Twenty-Seven. Elsewhere
  33. Twenty-Eight. Custom
  34. Twenty-Nine. Parity
  35. Thirty. Fortune
  36. III: Volta
  37. Thirty-One. Images
  38. Thirty-Two. A Very Interesting Young Man
  39. Thirty-Three. Letters
  40. Thirty-Four. We Prefer to See Ourselves Living
  41. Thirty-Five. Love
  42. Thirty-Six. The Iceberg
  43. IV: Your Best Reader
  44. Thirty-Seven. A Novelist
  45. Thirty-Eight. In Advance of the Broken Arm
  46. Thirty-Nine. Their Penultimate Encounter
  47. Forty. Détente
  48. Forty-One. Worlds
  49. Forty-Two. Recognition
  50. Forty-Three. Persistence
  51. Forty-Four. And Then
  52. Forty-Five. Mingling
  53. Forty-Six. You
  54. Forty-Seven. Persona
  55. Forty-Eight. Est et Non
  56. Forty-Nine. The Author
  57. Epilogue
  58. Afterword: The Libertine
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Authors

Stefanie felt, it being already her sophomore year of college, that she must soon devise an interim profession for herself. As her mother had once said, there was no point in kidding yourself: men always made the best money. In Stefanie’s own estimation, it was important to think of one’s gender. For this reason she had begun to reflect more seriously upon the employment opportunities offered by auction houses, particularly with reference to the slightly masculine, she felt, sector of decorative arts, earlier American antiques. She intuited this would provide the correct frame for her own mostly wholesome excellence, her patriotism. She was ready to go entrepreneurial, if need be.

Stefanie’s best friend at school was Kathy Hu, who was about to become president of the college Democrats, which for Stefanie right now was perfect.

Both she and Kathy were interested in a devout wonk named Rory. Rory’s issue was global debt. More than once Rory had been coaxed into a three-way over fro’yo and seasonal berries in a secluded corner of the cafeteria. Kathy preached management. Stefanie prided herself on her command of historical fact.

At any rate, Stefanie was very much caught up in work. And, actually, although she was in the city for a good stretch, she’d felt more than a little sluggish about contacting her old group. She’d worked through a new introduction to finance and done some very successful sartorial negotiation with her mother, who had been happy to be convinced of the sagacity of replacing every item of clothing Stefanie had arrived home for the holidays with with a more current and upmarket version. It was obvious, then, to both of them, what time in Stefanie’s life it was getting to be. Stefanie felt cheerful. She would be restored to her field, fully armed.

Four days before Stefanie was scheduled to make her return to school, Glenn knocked on the door of the generous guest bedroom.

Stefanie switched off CNN but didn’t have time to get off the king.

“Hey, you,” Glenn said, as his face appeared.

“Hi,” said Stefanie.

“Your mother and I were just about to take off, but I want you to know I got something for ya.”

Stefanie smiled. She slid to her feet.

Glenn opened the door wider. “From a client. Here ya go.” He was holding out a white envelope.

“Oh,” said Stefanie.

“Didn’t know what the hell to do with this, but I’m like, I know she likes history, right?” Glenn smiled, flicking the envelope at Stefanie.

You had to hand it to Glenn.

“Thank you.”

“Don’t mention it,” Glenn said. He was already at the other end of the hallway.

“Bye, baby doll,” she heard her mother trill.