Back Loudermilk
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Personae
  4. I: Early Days
  5. One. Control
  6. Two. Doubt
  7. Three. Fate
  8. Four. Same
  9. Five. Fine Arts
  10. Six. In Loco Parentis
  11. Seven. Settling
  12. Eight. Neighbors
  13. Nine. Prospects
  14. Ten. The Lucky
  15. Eleven. Instruction
  16. Twelve. Same
  17. Thirteen. This Is a Pipe
  18. Fourteen. This Is Not a Pipe
  19. Fifteen. The Reason
  20. Sixteen. That Person
  21. Seventeen. Predictably
  22. II: Writing Teacher
  23. Eighteen. Early Poems
  24. Nineteen. Motivation
  25. Twenty. Allegory
  26. Twenty-One. Grief
  27. Twenty-Two. A Portrait
  28. Twenty-Three. Veils
  29. Twenty-Four. Soft Power
  30. Twenty-Five. Lists
  31. Twenty-Six. A Break
  32. Twenty-Seven. Elsewhere
  33. Twenty-Eight. Custom
  34. Twenty-Nine. Parity
  35. Thirty. Fortune
  36. III: Volta
  37. Thirty-One. Images
  38. Thirty-Two. A Very Interesting Young Man
  39. Thirty-Three. Letters
  40. Thirty-Four. We Prefer to See Ourselves Living
  41. Thirty-Five. Love
  42. Thirty-Six. The Iceberg
  43. IV: Your Best Reader
  44. Thirty-Seven. A Novelist
  45. Thirty-Eight. In Advance of the Broken Arm
  46. Thirty-Nine. Their Penultimate Encounter
  47. Forty. Détente
  48. Forty-One. Worlds
  49. Forty-Two. Recognition
  50. Forty-Three. Persistence
  51. Forty-Four. And Then
  52. Forty-Five. Mingling
  53. Forty-Six. You
  54. Forty-Seven. Persona
  55. Forty-Eight. Est et Non
  56. Forty-Nine. The Author
  57. Epilogue
  58. Afterword: The Libertine
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Authors

The prisoners each reach a conclusion, or so it seems to the writing teacher in his dream, by interpreting the inertia they have perceived. They successfully rule out both scenario A and scenario B. Each jogs joyfully forward to attempt to be the first to tell the warden the tale of how they came to their shared conclusion. As only one prisoner can be released, each must hope to be the sole individual to benefit from this collaboratively established realization. They are all running now . . .

The writing teacher wakes up the next day puzzled by what he has seen. How can anyone win if all three of the prisoners share the same conclusion? Yet, all the same, he feels pretty good.

He stares at his wife, who is already on her feet and moving around their room.

Five days pass. Then another day. Maybe a week flows by. During this time, the writing teacher does not see the student who did not know how to begin her story. Then it is time for class again. The class meets and the student is there. They are going to discuss a story written by a different student, a fact that brings the writing teacher a modicum of relief, a certain sense of safety. They discuss this new story, which is a well-crafted tale about disappointment in college. The writing teacher is pleased.

Forgetting his recent history with the student who did not know how to begin her story, the writing teacher throws caution to the wind and recounts his recent interesting dream regarding the black-and-white-circle game played among prisoners. He describes the dream, just as it occurred to him.

The students listen. The writing teacher has the distinct impression that they find him to be a gifted raconteur. It’s a fairly cerebral set of events all in all, and yet they do not look bored.

“I woke up,” the writing teacher concludes, “feeling mystified. It’s amazing the little things the unconscious brain can produce!”

The students are nodding. This is to say, the students are all nodding except for the student who did not know how to begin her story. There she is in a striped sweater.

The student who did not know how to begin her story raises her hand.

“Yes?” says the writing teacher.

“I have a question,” the student says. “Maybe it’s an observation, I’m not sure.”

“Shoot!” says the writing teacher, with what he hopes will pass for breezy enthusiasm.

“So, I’m thinking about your dream. Though distributed across this weird imaginary time, it’s not really a story. It sounds deceptively like a story, but it’s not actually a dynamic arrangement of events. Rather, it’s a discrete series of what I’d call entailments? It’s like an elaborate, folding scaffold.”

“Hmm,” says the writing teacher.