Back Losers: Part I Save as PDF
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  3. A Note From The Author
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  56. Acknowledgements
  57. Also By Harley Laroux
  58. About The Author

“Anything new in Wickeston?” she said, after relaying all her weekend shenanigans. “Let me guess, it’s still boring, boring, boring.”

“Pretty much.” I laughed. The cafe was packed that morning, and I was keeping an eye out for an open seat as I waited for my food. “It’s exactly the same. Backstabbing bitches and assholes everywhere. I can’t wait to get out of here.”

Maybe she heard the little hint of a lie in my voice, because she said slyly, “Yeah, can’t come soon enough. Nothing much to look forward to in Wickeston, except…well, you know.”

I sighed. “What do I know, Ash?”

“You know,” she insisted. “Your favorite boy toys are still there, aren’t they?” When I said nothing, she explained, “Manson Reed? Vincent? Their weirdo friends?”

“Oh my God, girl, no.” The denial came instantly, but the moment I’d said it, a pang of regret tightened in my chest. What was I so afraid of? It was Ashley I was talking to. She wouldn’t judge me! Or at least if she did, she wouldn’t make me feel bad about it. But I kept seeing Danielle in my mind’s eye, smiling at me as she said with fake sweetness, “It’s our little secret, babe.”

I didn’t think Ashley would betray me like that. I hated to even think about it.

She clearly wasn’t buying my denial. “Riiight, sure.”

I sipped my coffee, as if the caffeine would somehow help me relax. “What made you think that anyway?”

“First off, because you actually sound really happy. The last time I remember you being so upbeat was after a certain Halloween party a few years ago.” She giggled. “Also, you were so not subtle about how hard you stalked them in college. I swear, every time I looked at your phone, you had one of their socials pulled up. But, okay. I believe you. You definitely haven’t seen them, right?”

“Right,” I said quickly, but her long silence afterward broke me. “Okay, fine, I saw them at a party.”

Her shriek almost burst my eardrums. I had to hold the phone away from my ear, earning some weird looks from the people seated around me as the high-pitched scream emanated from my speakers.

“Oh my God, I knew it, I knew it!” she exclaimed. “You have to tell me everything — Ah. Shit. Never mind. My boss is calling me. Call me later?”

“Sure thing, girl. Love you.”

“Love you, bitch, byyyye.”

My order was up and I still hadn’t found an open seat. I wandered out onto the patio, which was shaded by trees and surrounded by vine-covered trellises. I was scanning the tables when a bright red head of hair caught my eye.

Julia, the woman from Satin Novelties, saw me at the same moment I spotted her.