Chapters (43)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- OneThe Square
- TwoIn War
- ThreeLease Compliant
- FourTonya from the Ten
- FiveSummer School
- SixSweeps
- SevenMakeovers
- EightBombs Bursting in Air
- NineProject Kids
- TenName-Calling
- ElevenCowboy Camp
- Twelve1502
- ThirteenThe Elevator
- Fourteen301
- Fifteen304
- SixteenSanctuary
- SeventeenPlans
- EighteenSalvation
- NineteenThe Wild
- TwentyLivestock
- Twenty-OneLast Tag
- Twenty-TwoThe Vanishing
- Twenty-ThreeAway
- Twenty-FourSheeping
- Twenty-FiveProject Mentality
- Twenty-SixLetter to Meechie
- Twenty-SevenA Reunion
- Twenty-EightRelocating
- Twenty-NineThe Whole Story
- ThirtyThe Happiest Place
- Thirty-OneEd’s House
- Thirty-TwoWhat Mamas Do
- Thirty-ThreeThe Living & the Dead
- Thirty-FourHaunted
- Thirty-FiveSnapshots
- Thirty-SixInvitations
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
I was all in her business. This is what I remember: Four missing teeth, one from the top front, three gone at the bottom. A face that looked like she’d been in a few fights with wild cats, the animals taking chunks of her skin with them. And what she wore, a tube top that hugged her rib cage and left her belly exposed, looked like it used to belong to Tonya—when she was much younger.
They didn’t have much furniture. The living room was empty, like a dance floor at the start of a party. The kitchen had this tiny wooden table that didn’t match the three chairs. The fake leather on the chairs was cracked and peeling, cotton popping its head out of the rips. The windows had dingy, holey curtains. My eyes hit blank wall after blank wall and bounced onto the floor, then up the table legs of that rickety table.
My view got cut off when the door started moving without door-closing language. I heard Rochelle say, “Alright,” but didn’t think that would be the last thing. I was used to adults saying too many words and things they didn’t really mean to people they didn’t even like, but this lady, like Mama Pearl and Ms. Pierce, said exactly what she felt, and no more than she needed to.
I planned to tap Tonya for last tag or wave bye, but Rochelle didn’t care about any of our kid rituals. Tonya didn’t smile at me. All I saw was shame for everything we’d just witnessed. Mama and I walked down Tonya’s porch in silence. I looked over at 4946 and the playground and what little equipment remained—the frame of the swing set and a dented sliding board—looked like dollhouse furniture from ten stories up. I was troubled by what had just happened. I guess Mama felt the same, because she hit me with a million questions. In the elevator, before the door could even close, she asked me, “How did you meet Tonya?”
“She walks by the third floor all the time. Today I asked her if she wanted to play rope.” Mama smiled at me. It made me blush, which was more of a feeling than a physical color change because I’m not fair-skinned like Precious. I smiled back.
“What do you know about her mother?”