Chapters (43)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- OneThe Square
- TwoIn War
- ThreeLease Compliant
- FourTonya from the Ten
- FiveSummer School
- SixSweeps
- SevenMakeovers
- EightBombs Bursting in Air
- NineProject Kids
- TenName-Calling
- ElevenCowboy Camp
- Twelve1502
- ThirteenThe Elevator
- Fourteen301
- Fifteen304
- SixteenSanctuary
- SeventeenPlans
- EighteenSalvation
- NineteenThe Wild
- TwentyLivestock
- Twenty-OneLast Tag
- Twenty-TwoThe Vanishing
- Twenty-ThreeAway
- Twenty-FourSheeping
- Twenty-FiveProject Mentality
- Twenty-SixLetter to Meechie
- Twenty-SevenA Reunion
- Twenty-EightRelocating
- Twenty-NineThe Whole Story
- ThirtyThe Happiest Place
- Thirty-OneEd’s House
- Thirty-TwoWhat Mamas Do
- Thirty-ThreeThe Living & the Dead
- Thirty-FourHaunted
- Thirty-FiveSnapshots
- Thirty-SixInvitations
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
On this day, the afternoon of 4946’s demolition, her entire family gathered, a rare occurrence. In fact, everyone seemed to be on break from what they usually did on the block. Gangsters paused drug sales and just stared. Crackheads, winos, and little old ladies were there, looking too.
When I saw Mama Pearl—who wasn’t actually my grandma, but acted like it—my mouth fell open. She was in her seventies and only ever snuck outside before sunup. By the time we left for school in the mornings, her new-penny-colored Buick would be missing from its spot across from DuSable High School.
Mama Pearl stared at the wrecking ball, but I could tell her mind had dipped off to the good old days, when the buildings were still infants and she was a young adult.
Before her hair turned white from stress or horror or just old age, Mama Pearl, whose real name is Lucille Perkins, worked with my grandma, Mabel Stevens, at the White Cake and Candy Company in Jackson, Mississippi. Mama Pearl got these plump fingers with wide nails, so I couldn’t imagine them wrapping tiny foils over truffles. I learned over the years not to be surprised by anything this woman could do. Though they were surrounded by the scent of butter and chocolate and even tasted the sugar in the air, their lives in Mississippi were soured by hate crimes and poverty.
Most of the girls in the candy shop spent their shift gossiping, but Mama Pearl worked out her escape route. Outside the glass window, huge trains clanked and screeched, beckoning her. When they pulled into the station, just across from the shop, her fantasy of hopping aboard played out in her mind, and talk of boyfriends and church socials were tuned out. This was the plan: on her eighteenth birthday, she and Grandma would take that train north to Chicago, and Lucille’s father would help them rent an apartment. Mama Pearl had no clue that she and Grandma were headed toward the original Candy Land. In 1944, only a week after their arrival at the Roosevelt station, they would both land jobs at the Curtiss Candy Company, the makers of Baby Ruth and Butterfinger.