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Contents (117)
  1. Jailbird
  2. Caro Savage
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Chapter 36
  39. Chapter 37
  40. Chapter 38
  41. Chapter 39
  42. Chapter 40
  43. Chapter 41
  44. Chapter 42
  45. Chapter 43
  46. Chapter 44
  47. Chapter 45
  48. Chapter 46
  49. Chapter 47
  50. Chapter 48
  51. Chapter 49
  52. Chapter 50
  53. Chapter 51
  54. Chapter 52
  55. Chapter 53
  56. Chapter 54
  57. Chapter 55
  58. Chapter 56
  59. Chapter 57
  60. Chapter 58
  61. Chapter 59
  62. Chapter 60
  63. Chapter 61
  64. Chapter 62
  65. Chapter 63
  66. Chapter 64
  67. Chapter 65
  68. Chapter 66
  69. Chapter 67
  70. Chapter 68
  71. Chapter 69
  72. Chapter 70
  73. Chapter 71
  74. Chapter 72
  75. Chapter 73
  76. Chapter 74
  77. Chapter 75
  78. Chapter 76
  79. Chapter 77
  80. Chapter 78
  81. Chapter 79
  82. Chapter 80
  83. Chapter 81
  84. Chapter 82
  85. Chapter 83
  86. Chapter 84
  87. Chapter 85
  88. Chapter 86
  89. Chapter 87
  90. Chapter 88
  91. Chapter 89
  92. Chapter 90
  93. Chapter 91
  94. Chapter 92
  95. Chapter 93
  96. Chapter 94
  97. Chapter 95
  98. Chapter 96
  99. Chapter 97
  100. Chapter 98
  101. Chapter 99
  102. Chapter 100
  103. Chapter 101
  104. Chapter 102
  105. Chapter 103
  106. Chapter 104
  107. Chapter 105
  108. Chapter 106
  109. Chapter 107
  110. Chapter 108
  111. Chapter 109
  112. Chapter 110
  113. Chapter 111
  114. Acknowledgments
  115. More from Caro Savage
  116. About the Author
  117. About Boldwood Books

Bailey had been to the library a few times before. Inmates were allowed to visit it once a week and borrow up to six books. The selection of books wasn’t great, but the tranquil atmosphere made for a pleasant retreat from everyday prison existence.

She turned her head and jumped in surprise to see the librarian suddenly standing there right next to her. For someone so muscular and bulky, she was remarkably light on her feet.

Her name was Jacqui Sigmundsen and Bailey had learned from other inmates that she was a former biker serving an eighteen-year stretch for armed robbery and murder. Probably in her late forties, her thick arms were etched with tattoos of lightning bolts and daggers which were now starting to blur with age. She peered at Bailey over the top of a pair of half-moon spectacles which seemed incongruous with the rest of her look.

‘Gosh! I didn’t hear you at all,’ said Bailey.

‘On edge, are we?’ said Jacqui in her thick raspy smoker’s voice. ‘I guess everyone is these days, what with everything that’s been going on.’

‘I was wondering if you could help me out.’

At that point, seeing that she had a captive audience, Jacqui held up her hand to signal Bailey’s silence. She opened a small slim volume that she had been holding and began to read aloud from it:

‘Stone walls do not a prison make,

Nor iron bars a cage;

Minds innocent and quiet take

That for an hermitage;

If I have freedom in my love,

And in my soul am free,

Angels alone, that soar above,

Enjoy such liberty.’

She closed the volume and raised one eyebrow archly at Bailey.

Bailey wasn’t quite sure how she should respond.

‘Er… that’s nice.’

‘Robert Lovelace. He was an English poet from the seventeenth century. “To Althea, from Prison” is the name of the poem. He wrote it in 1642 while he was imprisoned in London during the English Civil War. Do you understand what he’s saying?’

Bailey hadn’t been expecting an impromptu English examination and certainly not from the likes of Jacqui, but seeing as she needed Jacqui’s assistance today she gamely attempted to play along.

‘It sounds like he’s saying that because his mind is free the walls and the bars can’t imprison him.’

Jacqui nodded, impressed with Bailey’s analysis. ‘Exactly. The poem is a paradox. The imprisoned man is actually free. He’s free to think and dream of anything he wants to. And not only that, he believes that because he’s innocent the prison has actually been transformed into a hermitage – a haven – for him to concentrate on what’s important to him, like his love for the woman Althea to whom he’s dedicated the poem.’

‘Reframing,’ said Bailey. ‘It’s a psychological trick to help you make the best out of a bad situation, to look on the bright side.’

‘This poem has got me through many hard times over the eleven years that I’ve been in here and it’ll get me through many more. I actually know it off by heart. I always find it helps to read it when I’m down. And so should you.’