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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Upon Seeking Tu Fu as a Guide
  5. To My Reader
  6. Enduring Suffering
  7. God, Self, and Medicine
  8. Willfulness
  9. In Voices Half as Loud
  10. Tu Fu’s Reappearance
  11. Without Notice
  12. The Waiting Room
  13. Endgame
  14. Questions to Walk With
  15. A Terrible Knowledge
  16. October Storm
  17. Post-Op
  18. Setting Fires in the Rain
  19. The Decision for Therapy
  20. Questions to Walk With
  21. Ocean of Sky
  22. For My Brother
  23. Covenant with Time
  24. As Rachel Wakes
  25. Dance of the Seed
  26. A Sacred Meditation
  27. Questions to Walk With
  28. Messenger Signs
  29. Where We Are Strong
  30. As If to Say
  31. Finding a Way Out
  32. Questions to Walk With
  33. Approaching Wholeness
  34. Troubled Waters
  35. Knowing God
  36. The Garage
  37. Living with the Wound
  38. Questions to Walk With
  39. Mind Sweats
  40. First Treatment
  41. Cradlesong
  42. Lifesong with Two Trumpets
  43. Letter Home
  44. Who Will Live Your Life?
  45. Questions to Walk With
  46. Midway in Our Journey
  47. Magnificence
  48. Another Chance
  49. Nesting
  50. I Have Not Forgotten
  51. On My Way
  52. Questions to Walk With
  53. Facing the River
  54. Being Human
  55. As Moonlight
  56. In the Back of the Eye
  57. In the Sea of Others
  58. Moonglow
  59. Chores
  60. Questions to Walk With
  61. Still Here, Still Wondering
  62. Unraveling the Self
  63. Cracked or Healing
  64. For Nur
  65. Love-Sufferings
  66. Soft as Satisfaction
  67. Letting Go
  68. Inside the Miracle
  69. Questions to Walk With
  70. Sifting Truth
  71. Susan Means Lily
  72. Sitting Near a Smoke Bush
  73. Sniffing For You
  74. Forged
  75. It
  76. Surviving Has Made Me Crazy
  77. For That
  78. Questions to Walk With
  79. Flint Work
  80. Entering Our Tenth Year
  81. Coming of Age
  82. After Mira
  83. Still
  84. What Can I Do?
  85. Love Your Window
  86. Hourglass
  87. Questions to Walk With
  88. The Bridge of Well-Being
  89. Adrift
  90. The Beauty of Less
  91. Between the Wall and the Flame
  92. Eventually
  93. Thrown Back
  94. The Slow Arm of All That Matters
  95. The Thin Magic
  96. In the Sky of Heart
  97. The Sway of It All
  98. Gratitudes
  99. Notes
  100. Permissions
  101. About the Author
  102. Also by the Author
  103. About Sounds True

So the book does not need to be read in order. You can feel free to move about the chapters and poems, to linger with what touches or challenges you, to stay in conversation with whatever lights your heart. I encourage you to clear a path to your own sense of meaning. Toward that end, I invite you to keep a journal. You may, when moved, find it helpful to take a break, go for a walk, to enter your journal, or discuss a story or feeling that has arisen with a friend.

Often, when speaking of the all-encompassing Mystery of the Universe and the Oneness of Things, I capitalize the largest energies of life that can only be pointed to. When I refer to the Whole of Life or the Spirit that informs our lives, I am honoring at once the ineffable forces that are particular for each of us and yet common to all of us.

This book is also a weaving of prose and poetry. So let me say a word about the nature of poetry. Poetry is the unexpected utterance of the soul. Such deep utterances are teachers that help us make the journey from our head to our heart. For me, the poems arrive with their wisdom. I retrieve them, more than create them, and they become my guides. What they have to say becomes my inner curriculum and, by staying in conversation with the poems, I learn and grow. Whether you write or not, this way of learning is available to us all, as we meet and learn from the moments of our lives. Whether familiar with poetry or not, I invite you to receive the poems as you would a friend who’s eager to share intimately. Let the feeling reach you first. For the purpose of a poem is to awaken your own feeling.

Throughout the book, you will also encounter Questions to Walk With. These are journal questions, invitations to be in conversation with yourself, and table questions, invitations to be in conversation with a friend or loved one—each as a way to personalize the common passages in life, and to explore where the lessons and challenges live in you. Please, use and develop the questions you’re drawn to; change them and share them as you’re moved.