Back I Spy
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PrologueAn Interview
  5. NowA Discovery
  6. ThenBlack Star Sapphire
  7. NowThe Girl with the Two-Coloured Eye
  8. ThenHuman Asset
  9. NowThe Two Tunnels
  10. ThenThe Plague Pit
  11. NowThe Backwards House
  12. ThenThe Forgotten Things
  13. NowThe Woman in the Room
  14. ThenA Quarrel
  15. NowThe Excursion
  16. ThenProvocations
  17. NowFurther Warnings
  18. ThenEavesdropping
  19. NowPersistence
  20. ThenConcealment
  21. NowThe Robin
  22. ThenStartling Intelligence
  23. NowThe Visit
  24. ThenA Meeting
  25. NowAn Assault
  26. ThenApril Fool
  27. NowAn Ambush
  28. ThenThe Handkerchief Tree
  29. NowThe Doors With No Knobs
  30. ThenA Misadventure
  31. NowA Misdemeanour
  32. ThenThe Studio
  33. NowFurther Intelligence
  34. ThenThe Spin Out
  35. NowIllegal Entry
  36. ThenThe Memory Box
  37. NowThe Choice
  38. ThenThe Drowning Place
  39. NowThorpe Hall
  40. NowThe Miniature
  41. NowThe Present
  42. Acknowledgements
  43. For Those Affected by the Issues in This Novel
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Claire Kendal
  46. About the Publisher

‘Because you can bet it’s men who do this, not women. I can just hear myself. Hello. Are you the inconsiderate bastard who blocked me in? No thank you. And then I’d have to plead with him to move as if he were doing me a favour.’ I look behind me, where a handful of men are urging each other on with the weights. ‘What if you were with them? I’d have to deal with all of you.’

‘But I’m not with them.’ The effort of speech doesn’t make him breathe any faster.

‘I want to get away when I want to get away. I don’t want to have to negotiate some kind of treaty to do it.’

Want, want, want. It’s always what you want. Why is what you want the only thing that matters?

Is it really so terrible to want?

George jumps his legs to either side of the treadmill belt so he can hop off before the machine slows and stops. A few seconds later I see him striding towards his car, jumping in, driving away. In five minutes he is back on his treadmill, again gesturing for me to turn down my music so I can hear him.

‘I’d never want to make anybody uncomfortable. I should have thought.’ His balance is perfect, even though he is looking sideways at me. ‘Glad to see your heart rate is calming down.’

I glance at the tracker. Already it has fallen to 145, though I can’t blame George entirely that it rose in the first place. Jane – what Zac did to her – the fact that he is so near – all of this is a big factor in my increased heart rate. George blocking me in was merely the tipping point.

‘Can I buy you a coffee when we’re finished here? To apologise for being such an inconsiderate idiot?’

This is unexpected. ‘I can’t.’

Eliza and Alice will be waiting for me at the little park near the hospital for our early morning date. Eliza has promised to bring flasks of coffee that I am predicting will rival a professional barista’s. I will bring nothing but my suspicion, hidden beneath smiles and the new moves of embryonic friendship.

‘No worries. We’re all busy. I know I am.’ He is running at his steady 12 kilometres per hour and there isn’t a drop of sweat.

Oh? I think. What are you busy at?

My suspicion that George is a spy no longer seems at all ridiculous. In fact, the suspicion has grown so huge that my urge to test it is now irresistible. ‘What is it that you do with computers, George? Am I remembering right that it’s something to do with security?’