Back I Spy
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PrologueAn Interview
  5. NowA Discovery
  6. ThenBlack Star Sapphire
  7. NowThe Girl with the Two-Coloured Eye
  8. ThenHuman Asset
  9. NowThe Two Tunnels
  10. ThenThe Plague Pit
  11. NowThe Backwards House
  12. ThenThe Forgotten Things
  13. NowThe Woman in the Room
  14. ThenA Quarrel
  15. NowThe Excursion
  16. ThenProvocations
  17. NowFurther Warnings
  18. ThenEavesdropping
  19. NowPersistence
  20. ThenConcealment
  21. NowThe Robin
  22. ThenStartling Intelligence
  23. NowThe Visit
  24. ThenA Meeting
  25. NowAn Assault
  26. ThenApril Fool
  27. NowAn Ambush
  28. ThenThe Handkerchief Tree
  29. NowThe Doors With No Knobs
  30. ThenA Misadventure
  31. NowA Misdemeanour
  32. ThenThe Studio
  33. NowFurther Intelligence
  34. ThenThe Spin Out
  35. NowIllegal Entry
  36. ThenThe Memory Box
  37. NowThe Choice
  38. ThenThe Drowning Place
  39. NowThorpe Hall
  40. NowThe Miniature
  41. NowThe Present
  42. Acknowledgements
  43. For Those Affected by the Issues in This Novel
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Claire Kendal
  46. About the Publisher

On one of the few occasions that I lulled Zac into talking about Jane, he said it would have been pointless for him to search for her. She loved travelling, he said. China was among the many places she visited in the years before she left him. He sometimes went with her, if he could get away from work. He certainly travelled a lot during the time we lived together. Doing this reduced his ability to watch me, so the incentive must have been high. Fleeing via China would be perfect for somebody who wanted a route that flew over countries without extradition to the US or the UK. George said that after he escaped the US, Frederick met Zac and Jane. China seems to me to be a likely place for that.

I can understand why Jane would want to help Frederick. No real family apart from Zac. As an only child myself, with no living parent, I know how eagerly I would have seized on the sudden and unexpected gift of a brother, and how seriously I would have taken my loyalty to him. Maxine said when she found me on the cliffs all that time ago that Jane hadn’t known about Frederick’s existence until after their father died. They must have started to get close soon after that, but before Frederick released those secrets and ran. And Zac must have got close to Frederick along with her.

I try to imagine more about how it all looked to the intelligence agencies. Presumably they reasoned that Jane couldn’t have stayed under the radar as perfectly as she did without exceptional help. And Frederick had the ability to provide that help. He makes Snowden look like an amateur. That was what George had said. They wanted to find Jane – and put pressure on Zac – because they thought that was their best route to Frederick.

But why did things become so intolerable for Jane that she had to flee, while Zac was able to stay and live a relatively normal life after she left? Perhaps they had more evidence against Jane than they did Zac? Then again, not everything is about international surveillance. I know better than anyone what living with Zac entailed. That, on its own, would be enough to explain why she ran.